I like five but not six and seven but not eight and ten is okay, but we don't talk about three

I Went Shopping with my Caring Aunt

 I received my clothing allowance.  

 I shopped at Good Will. 

Who would buy their underwear at a secondhand shop?  

Girls can wear bikinis when mudwrestling, not that it matters.  I can't.  Too much skin, and the clock keeps on clapping.  

I've never fit in anyway.  Busted. A waste.

A woman wore this shirt, not just me.  I'll never know the person who abandoned the clothing.  Skin or boredom?  

Will I ever abandon it?  I hope it's not too much skin but freedom like for the other woman.   

It's a deal!

A nice smile

 A volunteer came by and painted our nails. 

Mine are a blue sparkly hue now, a little of it peeled off, not the fancy polish some women get especially for their boyfriends and husbands -- and you wonder why a guy doesn't mind a girls' night out with a manicure on the schedule.

He might even pay for it.  

I enjoyed seeing the older women enjoy themselves. to feel beautiful again and cared for.  

It's the little things in life.

I am clean

 My mind doesn't understand time like it used to. I finally decided to shower because I needed to shave both the pits and the legs.  I was in public today in a t-shirt dress cut to my knees.  No one really noticed. I don't catch eyes.

They mostly turn away.

I walked up to the sushi place, which I haven't done in a while. I worked up sweat, especially up the hill.  Once again, I didn't call our order in, so I had to wait a long time, but the food was worth it.  I haven't had sushi in a while, real sushi that is.

They were a bit cheap on the salmon.  They make a lot of money.  Really?

The more the merrier, everyone knows.

I don't know why the restaurant doesn't expand its location.  I guess it wants to stay a carry out business.  It has two tables and a bar to eat at, but most people pick up orders.  

Grub hug came for everyone's dinner.  That's a waste to me, grub hug, but it's lucrative enough that it's a common second job these days, that and uber.  

Drones will be used soon enough, I believe.  We'll need licenses to own and operate them.  

Well, the air is laced with fall. It's the intellectual season. Spring and fall are my favorite seasons. 

I'm happy, a nice rest, clean and fed with my cat next to me. 

It's been a good day, not productive, but good.

This week has been difficult

 I stayed in for most of the day. I did go to the library and took three limes and a book on excel home.  I love fresh squeezed fruit in my water, and they had plenty with their fresh produce they give out in the spring and summer for the community.  Lemon and lime water is best if left out in a jar on a sunny afternoon. Sunkissed.  

It's more refreshing than any flavor booster to me. I find most energy drinks are gross, and they get away with it!  I watched some YouTube videos about a high-class girl who had a brand with energy drinks. She also had a six pack. There is a limit on white when it comes to teeth, I think, dare I intrude? What can I say, my beauty is gone, dried up, and discarded. I never knew what to do with it anyway. Most people don't.

I didn't read today but cried, and I pet the cat, Mr. Keiko. I'm on my period, so I'm all tearful.  I saw another cat with a rabbit, what is life but truly death?

I need a hug.

Snap out of it!

I have 10 days until my quiz or test.  Since I have cognitive issues, I'll be busy. Next semester, as I go a class at a time, I have a literature class.  I'm not really good at anything but enjoy thinking. 

Lame, the same.  

Where is my brain?  

Billions of dollars to Musk where Tyson sees it's not for private companies and has many steps: It looks like expensive fireworks.. Also, to me, he's a terrorist

 They are the new gods and want to take over the world.  They don't think they need smart people and that people who make weird patterns are savants. They can't do basic math. They made Common Core to slow down the public even more.  Pedophile Gates tried to put sexual things to "market" Common Core. He is a sick man. And watch out for Diet Coke.  The retard kids are the only ones who can read and write and do basic arithmetic without a calculator. This means we all love the new gods so much.  We should think we're German but stop being Nazis.  It is a true waste of funds when they put us in regular school.  I mean, it'll save money when Placebo isn't needed.  Otherwise, American culture will be forever continuing to feed for Placebo's "Special Needs."  

The horror.

They are grabbing funding everywhere and are undermining national security.  COVID was a fundraiser, and they couldn't get the vaccine right.  

The corporations want profit.  We get endless wars... and endless bodies.  People like me are parasites.  You couldn't have just cured it? Not very Holy, not real angels.  We didn't vote for the new gods.  

Now we're out of missiles and still haven't won.  More bodies either way. I know they like to wait until we get out. Weaklings.  Our benefits are for suckers who join the army. Trump said to.  It's random.  

Think of the greater good, guys. Remember your station and unimportance. Tyson said they aren't exactly important. Look at them go after the science of people making real cures. I notice that they spend a lot of time on us, a whole religion and not being allowed to live our own lives. Station?  I might as well have one.  Cats think windows are televisions.  

Keiko won't take a baby bunny from Cali.  I made him a pussy, and even the bunny was like WTF.  Wild nature has to help the civilized in the US.  That's one assumption.

Top researchers consider leaving U.S. amid funding cuts: 'The science world is ending' - YouTube

Has SpaceX Done Anything NASA Hasn't?

Ashnikko - Worms (Official Music Video)

My station, give me back my money, bitches.  I'll fund sciences.  They like to fuck me so much.

Well, Lovecraft's "Dreams in a Witch House" highlights most of my experiences with schizophrenia... and they called it a failure. puff...

 Only ruins understand me! Lovecraft keeps the blood in my veins. 

Now I know why he's my favorite author.

He was schizophrenic.