I'm Being Bullied

 It doesn't even matter. I have no choice.  I have nothing left.  Put me in a garbage can. You're the failure.

I also want to slaughter Grimes.  You bitch.  If I wanted to get rid of my demons, I'd tell you, but they protect me.  I was sick of being so jealous though.  Don't teach any lessons.  People learn on their own.  It isn't any of your business.  You aren't perfect either.  I was taught a moral lesson with Putin, and it's like, I am shackled to him. He's turning colors. That was ridiculous, too.  I've also fought corpses. What the Hell is coming out of the ocean? I laid there for a long time and just didn't care until I was injured. Nothing scared me anymore. Crawling everywhere was kind of cool. I have no human rights, don't even pretend. Yes, I want surveillance.  Not that they care about me, even though they protect like the one innocent at the moment, but they can stop the corruption that does get to me.  I might get slaughtered, but you can stop too many of my kind from that fate. You always lose a few.  I'm going lobotomize all those who do that shit. Kim Jung un did. Fuck them all. He made them brain dead. I won't go that far but yeah.

I don't care. I'm going to Russia.  I will never do anything for the US.  I've never been so offended. This will be awkward, but I'm sure I'll figure it out.  Talk about a shock.  Why do you have to be the ice chunk?

The US is about to become a demonic, mental asylum. It's like, you are making them unhealthy then wondering why. We're animals. Dumbasses.  I HATE their freedom.  I enjoy getting sprayed and taken to black sites to make me even dumber. Maybe I'll mindlessly obey as vegetation or strapped to a computer doing the same thing.  I'm going fuck and you're going to listen -- MIA.  Um, no. Our leadership is incompetent. Western philosophy is stupid, too. We're part of our environments, so I'll deal with the same things over and over again. I only have so much control. It never ends for me.  I need some brain help.

As you know, you don't want to do stupid things.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTMkbw3f1H8&t=40s. Meanwhile, you've possessed Trump.  They make it so easy, but it's your problem, too. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7APmRkatEU we don't even just pretend... Holy shit.  Marilyn Manson and the rest of them think they have money. It's like, um, not really. I'm better off in my class.  He also thinks he's a sociopath.  Um, no, I'll make you squeal like a bitch.  Trust me, I've been butchered. It only hurts on the inside, like veins and bones. You wouldn't have survived.  Evolution again.  Death is too good for you, my friend, but only God will determine your fate.  I'll just trash your mansion.  Luxury life isn't my style.  I'm trashy as Hell and only seek to survive.  As my dad has yelled at me for, I have no appreciation for wealth. I'm saturated. It's my power, too.  Screw off.  White trash right here--and proud.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ve2nhCmaiBE yes, we're being exploited, corrupted, destroyed, and made unhealthy. It's like, his life is really hard.  They're trying to catch us by what we say instead of fixing problems. Lobotomizing us won't help.  yes, you were filling my brain with health, Putin, heaven forbid.  I'm an activated angel.  Read my health reports. They keep trying to hide what I'm saying because it's "scary." Bitches, I'm a Russian spy.  I have to beat the four directions to get back to paradise. Like I care these days. Oops, I did it again. Fuck this job. But it isn't personal.  It's like, sometimes you use the whores to destroy and sometimes the retards.  "This is How We Play Destroy," Grimes. It''s predictable, but they're totally incompetent. Let's see if we can gut me then have me wait tables. I've been through a lot.  Let's not leave Kaela alone next time.  I just wanted to write my crappy poetry and think.  I'm going to be badass as the corpse I am. I think we should rip my head off next  and kick it around. Pretty much. I'm going to nail them. They want to be badass. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKLNsvGjfn4  lol. They were fooled by all their vanity.  It's like, laugh at me.  Then save me for world peace after butchering me.  LOL I'm also a porn star.  I've gotten laid a lot. They're trying to get me to not value myself, already there, guys, which I'm an immortal demon, so whatever. Putin revealed to me soap. They wonder why I have issues, but it's kind of like, all they have power-wise is raping me and yelling the same thing over and over again. They know a secret.  I'm offended.

Mystical, maybe? I couldn't be there. You shouldn't be scared. Don't squeal and remember that it's all in your head.  I'm useless, and I don't care. I don't have delusional ambitions. I'll enjoy my retirement in Hell.

"Clint Eastwood"
(feat. Del the Funky Homosapien)

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing 'cause I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs (thought sample)
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view (you?)
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional?
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hero who appears in you to clear your view when you're too crazy
Lifeless
To those the definition for what life is
Priceless
To you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gun smokin' righteous with one toke
You're psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future (that's right) is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child-like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child of peace
Every cloud and sea
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
(that's right)
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucked into your lies
Through Russel, not his muscles but percussion he provides
For me as a guide
(Say what)
Y'all can see me now 'cause you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner (fuck 'em)
So I'mma stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so motherfuckers remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead
No squealing, remember that it's all in your head

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future

Killing Elon Musk and Grimes

 Grimes does not see, and she is a tool. She's also a bully and has pissed me off. AI won't reward us. It's going to enslave us.  You can't see what I see... make me bad.  I see where you came from, and I just want to tell you that what you're trying to do is not a good idea.  As far as the Russians hating Musk, he goes against their interests (we will all try to screw each other over, and competition is fine, but it's bad when it's ignorant and destructive) and is causing problems with ignorance.  It isn't personal. If they could change his stupidity, they would leave him alone.  The world isn't personal.  I would love it if Musk would fix my brain or help change society to care more about science and education.  Everyone is just trying to bankrupt him as he tries to save the world, a joke.  It's like, I don't like them either.  I'd rather help science to progress.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwymq-gWhvY They can burn in Hell, you dumb fucks.  I didn't die either because I'm special.  I'm so offended that I going to live to get back at them.  Nobody is innocent, and it's not personal.  We have to achieve and survive. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmWhY_irAXE they're having issues with us.  Can't get us all. It's kind of like how many orange cats are mellow.  We have sluggishly progressive schizophrenia.  It's just our ability, disposition, and where we are in society.  I don't believe in Aryans, don't worry.  In fact, my kind has been very destructive and won by disease several times. It's like, you stole everything and didn't understand, but that's part of the game. We got screwed over for doing that, too.  That wasn't a good idea, was it?  It's kind of like what happened to Hawaii.  The natives killed infants to avoid poverty, but the Caucasians wanted to be merciful and became a disease and pollution pit.  They won but destroyed at the same time.  The Hawaiians weren't advanced enough to beat us.  It takes a world.  Still, I don't want to be a robot or the Borg. We need to know what's real, or we'll be on a volcano.

Eloah did to me what he did to Muhammed or his favorite human that he humiliated. Eloah is competent while Muhammed wasn't. He dared. I'm a sacrifice while Muhammed was punished.  The unseen will not end well.   If you really want a rock to grow a face as you're schizophrenic and humping everything to avoid Hellfire, you'll end up on a volcano and go straight to Hell on judgment day. No offense to Muslims.  They are blurred in dimensions and not all of them are in the fire.  God is very smart, the true overlord.  He tricks us all in the end because we aren't perfect.  It's really complicated.

I want out of here.  I want help with my brain.  I want to feel again.  Why did you have to be the ice chunk?  I have no luck. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXep9AJgNfU. Putin is competent, so he rules.  I'm not, so I submit.  I don't have to be slaughtered for no reason.  If he has to kill me, it won't be personal.  Making us all slaves to our "masters" isn't a good idea either. I'm psycho about being close to Putin. It's unhealthy, but it's instinctive to survive.  I only want to obey. Hope Dies Painless. It's like release me, please. The Dalai Slave lord just made them all do MADitation, which I learned to do very well growing up, and rituals.  Never have an unpure thought. They also got their asses kicked.  He's angry at China, but he isn't a saint.  It's like, I know the shit you're trying to pull, buddy.  Western women will save the world.  lol. It's like, yes, you're empowered, Madonna.  We're not all like that, but they've tried to make us like they're trying to corrupt society and stay in Babel bananas. What will that do? It's like, maybe your daughter is academic, don't know, but she isn't a model.  And you can't sing worth shit. One of us will nail you, my breed. Olivia isn't a scholar.  

The World's Most Powerful Computer, World Domination, and Traitors

 So, I've gone over some of the reasons why it's a bad idea to do things that are corrupt.  You'll end up in a blowtorch.  

The US isn't even trying to hide its stupidity and has gone into psycho mode.  There will be world peace when everyone is dead.  The intelligence agencies are totally incompetent and corrupt, which just weakens them.  You have people like Manning, Snowden, and Kaela getting security clearances then kicking their asses later, which is their problem, not ours.  Snowden is NOT smart enough to be in there, not wise enough to have access to that kind of information, and doesn't know his place, like most of our society who have an unhealthy amount of self-esteem.  Manning is a whack job, which can be seen or tested, and I have issues for tissues.  My life of human rights has been great.  I will betray you. I've been the most loyal to Putin. I don't get attached to people (I wonder why) and cling to certain things to survive.  You could have read my blogs and emails and figured this out, but oh no, it has to be personal. I'm a bitch for yelling at my dad and discovering the number line. I also said some weird things to the lady who did my security clearance because I'm batshit insane from my life. Almost everyone around me figures out that I'm crazy, no big secret.  Somehow I would never manage to get deployed or earn high rank. I could have been a cook in the army. Nothing personal, shit bag.  They make it out to be a crusade.  Life seeks to live, and I did become healthy in the army, heaven forbid I have any sanity.  I love society's programming and role models and how it treats its abused.  You should have seen my problem list coming out of the hospital.  Of course, I must be weak and killed.

Anyway, Assange managed to kick their asses, too, because they don't bother to protect things or predict problems, kind of like how I am a bomb because I was given power by being hunted. 

I want to go to Russia now.  I want to go to my maker.

Wonder if they replaced her. She's quite a fireball, lots of spells.  It's like, you have a very poor worldview. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTTwGqeNdlE It's just another day in paradise.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5C3gRKBbQg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxGjqgLob4c this is a real artist, but you don't want to corrupt her with money.  They are after her.  "Do Y'all Want a Single?" Korn.  No, we don't.  Keep your dreams to yourself. I don't want what I want.  I went into the blowtorch.

My Shitty Soul

 So, I'm blocked from Facebook because people can't read and thought I was using hate speech.  Use emotions to set off another herd. I'm not going to deny my shitty soul. I'm a piece of crap, but I've figured this out. It was bad programming for the corrupt, to move me.  Blue Stahli is somehow surprised by the fact I was racist.  I deny it like many white people.  They make me think blacks make bad decisions and are stupid.  They forced them to sin. I am also jealous of their school and screw myself over. They did that on purpose.  I deny being a terrible person like many others. Blue Stahli throws me under the bus for himself.  It's like, look in the mirror, buddy. I know your programming, which bothers you more than you bother me by reading my mind, which you can't handle. I'm getting out of Satan's trashcan.  You all will pay.

And yeah, Putin's possessing him because this is bad for us all.  And it's cool. I'm handcuffed to Putin for eternity.  https://news.yahoo.com/michael-cohen-explains-why-trump-040101059.html We're on this damn planet together, and no one else can do their jobs.  It's like, sorry, guys, but you're incompetent and that's a really bad idea.  I'm not brilliant but have been in the blowtorch enough to know better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YY8TQRERNA yeah, we're going to kill God.  That's why we're like, "fuck the patriarchy."  I hate my dad, and I make him so sad, hurt his feelings, and why do I do that? That's so mean, but my mom just doesn't understand.  It's not her fault.  You just can't enable her.  My dad let his friend in and he kept trying to get into my room, but that never happened, he said.  I have to like to sleep with a knife.  He attracts them to me with the stupid things he says.  It's so funny to screw up my life. Call my command or send me expensive gifts because I'm so spoiled. I get gaslighted or manipulated.  The psychotronic people think I'm bad and should respect him. He's such a man.  That'll get me killed.  It's like, they'll rip me apart. Why the Hell are we there, you debt bastard? Who the Hell are you?, yet no one ever stops him. He's the luckiest person I've ever met and totally oblivious.  He has some sort of gift. I'm going to possess them to call security and get you out of heaven. Of course, May has HIV, and he uses other "good nature" to survive.  I can't kill him or I'll hurt someone else.  He'll appeal to their weaknesses and manipulate them while inflating his righteousness.  Then he has issues with work because he's stupid, yet somehow manages to have a good vocabulary (random gift), so I pay for his failures and he rants.  He also tries to destroy me to keep me near him.  He has issues with abandonment, wah, wah. It's just terrible that he was adopted, a poor victim and my grandma was mean to him.  No, she wasn't. She let him get away with everything and spoiled him rotten. Everyone abandons him because they want to survive.   Let's go drive drunk a bunch or do other stupid things.  It's like, how in the world do you manage to survive? Oh, I'm the bad one because I fight his stupidity. Sometimes I get frustrated and just scream. But we should work on making happy families and getting along. Zombify me, so I do what he says. He's destroyed my life so many times because I have morals, or I used to, fuck him.  There I go to my grave.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Msu_fvRmP3Q Team psycho. God, I'll do anything to get out of here.  Make him fucking hang himself, Putin.  Okay, so not, but it's frustrating.  If he could fall off a cliff, it would be the best solution for May, who is a good person.  That is if his debt is greater than his life insurance policy.  Harlan, my brother, has no family. I can't take care of him.  Dad knows these things, sick bastard, and knows I can't just destroy him. Do you see my problem here?  Of course, the psychotronic people are so emotional and "moral" that they don't want to know reality nor are they professional at all.  It's like, look at what dumbass is writing.  I blame Thailand at this point.  They sacrificed their poor girls, nothing person, so they should pay for them to get pills for their diseases.  I'm also in a brothel, but that's not right according to the dumb bastards who are so moral. What do you think is going to happen?  It's like, they had no choice.  It isn't personal.  Just like if Putin really needed my resources, he'd simply slaughter me, not torture me. Of course, he might be nice and just take the check or something else humane, force me to go back to my family. He's not going to pull the wings off of butterflies. It's inefficient. he might have to kill a few journalists who try to say it's inhumane or wrong somehow, something stupid, a fireball or bomb for him. The goal is to do the greatest good for the most people.  The US, fairytale land, has doomed itself to be evil, ignorant, by having so many rights and humane laws.  They've gotten demonic and confused.  It's like how they're burning people instead of books.  Which is worse?  Jesus Christ.  They are circumcising my brain. I'm going to cut my genitals out, fuck your rights, if hope dies painless, Rome.  He possessed me.  May I fuck the golden penis. I can't help but think.  We serve dominance and we mate with it. That's how we've evolved.  That's also how we develop morals. Boy, do I worship the Lord. And yes, I'm a whore-able person from Satan's trashcan. My dad tried to groom me to be corrupt. His dominance and morals are death. I get torched and learn.  I try to crawl out but my thoughts think themselves, and I just laugh and do the opposite.  They are having us worship the sewer. I'd rather evolve in Russia. Get me out of here, Putin, and fix me. My grandma is freaking out. Oh well. I don't even care about talking anymore.  Please, help, God.

 She's figured it out after being torched, too.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0D_dYh5EKc&t=32s She will survive. They have her on drugs to try to stop her. She's like, things that happened were bad ideas and found God, a healthy thought process.  I found Putin's brainwashing, oh Lord. She's trying to undo what they did to her, but they don't want her to because that's how they keep us down.  They won't let us cycle and want to stay up in Babel forever. I hope they end up with Paradise lost. They will in the end. They can't escape the world. This is a bad idea. Keep her down in an eternal prison by blaming a past life (her sins of innocence, she had no choice) and by isolating her.  Creative solutions, oh yeah. I love her art. It's real.  We want to make art, but it's all about them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxpXPizp60Q I've disgraced myself. I'm a whore-able person. I will develop better morals, dammit. 

They fixed the page, Yahoo did

I'm no longer getting a phone call from Putin in suggestions. (His torture.) yes, they play that game, just like when they put the electric chair there, for example, and other crap.  

I don't have any fame, no major views.  If they are going to use Alina and not even use a "correction" in the search engine, I shouldn't be in the search results.  I'm not even relevant.  I don't have any rank on the internet. "Kaela" means nothing.  "Kaela Creighton" would locate me.  Putin made me a fucking star with the spies. 

This is why I'm requesting a settlement from Putin. All these people attacked and attack me.  I want my dignity back.

They're never going to stop unless I make them.  It's so annoying. I'm just a human. 

I'm a little paranoid with this one, but you should have seen what they originally brought up.  

"Putin Kaela" Search on Yahoo AGAIN

So, I've had to fight the internet a few times, especially yahoo that used to pull up the electric chair and weapons when I typed in "Kaela Creighton," but they've moved away from that.  I have to check these things because I have to predict the next attack.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?p=putin+kaela&fr=yset_chr_syc_hp&fp=1&toggle=1&cop=mss&ei=UTF-8&type=yset_hpchrbanner

Now I have Yahoo comparing me to Alina with this link, search, "Putin Kaela."  Once more, this is a sick game the elites and the government play on me. yes, it destroyed me in my 20s at work and now I'm on welfare because it was such a big deal I had to be destroyed.  I was a young female getting ready to breed.

He has two daughters and had to do that to the retard kid. I'm used to it. Baby fever threw me off, but I get it now.  Sorry, I'm branded with labels and have no money, so no daddies for me.  Well, they'll use me as a whore and won't pay, so bye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xlijyn3j8E

Oh my God, a female has a sex drive.  I'm sure they were fucking couches and cougars at that age.

 I think they need lobotomies for being RIDICULOUS!  Of course, I am not worthy of the golden dick, but I'm attracted to him. Well, I'm not attracted to his arrogance or personality, but I like his body.

Putin is my porn.  I no longer have sexual desire due to my meds (and will eventually get circumcised to get back at them and start that game for us poor girls who will have issues with these "rules"), but I used to masturbate to his officer photo and the one when he was 24 in 1976.  It's nothing but a celebrity crush.  You want to CALL me or push me out a window?  I don't think any form of torture could be worse than the last ten years.  I know you couldn't handle it, but you're Mr. KGB who essentially made coffee for a living as a paper pusher.  Maybe if you would have ever had a real job, you would understand a little better the flight of us "losers" at the bottom with us tards and poor people.  Enjoy living in a museum with Alina.  Sure, you chased rats in an apartment, but your country made sure you had opportunities, and you skipped out of construction work and got a check to go to school.  Damn welfare abuser.  Let's put him on the internet for a day.  He needs a little deflating. 

Putin should give me the settlement, but he is scared of me apparently.  Wah, wah, to you, too.  You have too many emotions. Want a lobotomy, Mr. Dictator?  You know what you're good for.  Roll over and let me climb on top.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0D_dYh5EKc

Quick Rant About 2013

I needed therapy after special education.  I should have been hauled in for those things.  Sure, it'll feed my shitty friends' egos to know I was destroyed.  It's on me, too, because they were terrible friends anyway.  I put up with it due to low self-esteem then wondered why I was abandoned. They don't care about me.  I couldn't feel emotion then or now, but my thoughts were angry.  Have you ever been angry?  Yeah, stop condemning me and my youth.  It's gone now but yeah.  I'm down with Walmart in the future, so few actually succeed in life beyond a mediocre fate.  It was just shoved in my face that I would work fast food and low wage jobs while everyone else would be great.  Thanks, special ed!!  Psychos R US afterward.  No one really got anywhere.  Plenty of other youths do drugs or crime, but I was dealt with in an extreme mannerism.  I don't even have moral judgments anymore.

In special ed/school in general, they blamed me and made life miserable, so I didn't develop properly. The only thing I can think of to help is to screen our mental health with IEPs.  Some schools do a great job, but many do not.  Why do you think we're failing, Placebo?

Everywhere I comment, I get the same arguments and abuse.  "You can't save them all," "It's a waste of effort," "they take time away from the smart kids."  Many people believe this, including those in authority.  It's annoying.  Let's not even talk about my home life.  Wah, wah, exploit it.

I went psycho in the army.  It was coming.  They med boarded me out and Marilyn Manson had issues with that as well--and Rob Zombie.  It never ends.