Sunday, December 17, 2017
Thursday, December 14, 2017
Snowflakes Get Cold
So, I've been accused of being a liberal snowflake. We'll discuss this.
I used to make videos about how I hated the United States. To be honest, I was mostly taking a personal view of the situation and sick of the psychotronic people making invisible rules and still had an upset tummy about being in special education. Like I said, being afraid and angry made me cling to slavery and class systems and special education hurt my ego. I've finally come to terms with it.
No, I'm not that crazy. I know I'm not special, just a boring plebian.
In fact, I spent most of my upbringing being told about how I'm not special in an abusive mannerism, as I was in special ed. Fitting. I was tormented by classmates and teachers for my disability, which was really just schizophrenia for which I am now properly medicated and treated. I finally got rid of the IEP at 16 when I took an IQ test. I made a 118 then later a 116. My brain had somewhat recovered only to be blown again in the military. They should do a psych evaluation with the IEP, but I digress.
Anyway, no, I'm not patriotic, and I feel detached from the whole debate for the most part. I don't belong in society and live on the fringes where I see some, let's face it, whacky shit. They usually make me laugh. People with guns make me laugh after being on the edge. It's not 1776 anymore. It's not 1984 either. Stop holding onto your stuffed animal like you're five.
It's like, you have no idea what you're actually up against, but that ignorance makes you happy somehow. Alas, the mind of the melted.
And one last note on disability, if you want to know what discrimination is like...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezdyy7FeF8M
I'll get off my soap box.
Oh yeah, and here's another easy, smartmouth song. It's easy as pie. I'm no genius. I'm still mad at him, and yes, to name shame -- not drop -- he had to pick a fight with me. He can have this song. I'll share :P
Savior
Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Save you ass
I'm biting bits
Of language
Your tits
Come here
Come, come
Cool, cold cruel
The mirror
Stays true
Reflect?
Love you, babe
Like the sheeps said
Before the Hajj
Our new religion
I'm not fucking God
But I'll fuck you
Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Saver your ass
Here's one
Hit the Mark!
I used to make videos about how I hated the United States. To be honest, I was mostly taking a personal view of the situation and sick of the psychotronic people making invisible rules and still had an upset tummy about being in special education. Like I said, being afraid and angry made me cling to slavery and class systems and special education hurt my ego. I've finally come to terms with it.
No, I'm not that crazy. I know I'm not special, just a boring plebian.
In fact, I spent most of my upbringing being told about how I'm not special in an abusive mannerism, as I was in special ed. Fitting. I was tormented by classmates and teachers for my disability, which was really just schizophrenia for which I am now properly medicated and treated. I finally got rid of the IEP at 16 when I took an IQ test. I made a 118 then later a 116. My brain had somewhat recovered only to be blown again in the military. They should do a psych evaluation with the IEP, but I digress.
Anyway, no, I'm not patriotic, and I feel detached from the whole debate for the most part. I don't belong in society and live on the fringes where I see some, let's face it, whacky shit. They usually make me laugh. People with guns make me laugh after being on the edge. It's not 1776 anymore. It's not 1984 either. Stop holding onto your stuffed animal like you're five.
It's like, you have no idea what you're actually up against, but that ignorance makes you happy somehow. Alas, the mind of the melted.
And one last note on disability, if you want to know what discrimination is like...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezdyy7FeF8M
I'll get off my soap box.
Oh yeah, and here's another easy, smartmouth song. It's easy as pie. I'm no genius. I'm still mad at him, and yes, to name shame -- not drop -- he had to pick a fight with me. He can have this song. I'll share :P
Savior
Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Save you ass
I'm biting bits
Of language
Your tits
Come here
Come, come
Cool, cold cruel
The mirror
Stays true
Reflect?
Love you, babe
Like the sheeps said
Before the Hajj
Our new religion
I'm not fucking God
But I'll fuck you
Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Saver your ass
Here's one
Hit the Mark!
Wednesday, December 13, 2017
Made into a loser vs being a loser or both
I've known for a while that I'm not going places this lifetime. It's made me a bit of a defeatist because I don't see the point in trying. Every time I put forth a lot of effort, I end up in the ditch. For example, I fought the psychotronic people for a while and decided to hold onto slavery or strict caste/class systems. I can't get low enough for them.
I'm also still trying to get circumcised so that they can't use sexuality against me, like with Putin. It's the FBI's favorite game. They will make you out to be a "racist pedophile." It's their hallmark, a sign that they've messed with you. In the military, you're a "whore" if they mess with you.
Anyway,
I won't get into the time they tried to frame me being a pedophile. No, I do not like children, but I would blush and hear voices accusing me of various thoughts and acts. I was programed, and I think an experiment. I did try to use that as an excuse to be circumcised, but it didn't work.
I like how I was placed into several songs and movies, too, but I can't "say" anything because I'm schizophrenic. Abuse. I'm not that bad of a person. I'm boring, average and bland, but I'm easy to get to.
Pluck me from the blind.
I've decided to stand up for myself and not be a defeatist and to try. If I get knocked down by the unseen, like Marilyn Manson, I will get back up like a punching bag. Why not? I'm tired of explaining and trying to get them to be decent. I can't control them, but I can control myself.
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Are They Ever Going to Clarify This Disorder?
https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/psychiatrist-bergdahl-mental-disorder-factored-in-desertion/ar-AAuiSUR?ocid=spartanntp
It was the same thing with me, except I split from myself and tried to escape my programming and memories because they are me-not-am. I am what I'm not, but they did that on purpose so that I'd stay in line with being low, a trick.
Blue Stahli is taking care of the cognitive dissonance. Bastard.
I shattered and am no longer consistent.
I still want to be circumcised to make them stop doing that. Pills have helped, but I have to get rid of the dirt, shame and tricks.
We know.
As far as Bergdahl, and I go with this...
It's a disorder of being dominated. Our brains are tuned to go for dominance and skip over the truth. You will literally hear those damn voices that are over you, and they will fuck you up if you try to get rid of them.
Bergdahl projects his father on all authority.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEnklxGAmak a lecture
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/call-of-schizophrenia/id1055617427 other sufferers.
It was the same thing with me, except I split from myself and tried to escape my programming and memories because they are me-not-am. I am what I'm not, but they did that on purpose so that I'd stay in line with being low, a trick.
Blue Stahli is taking care of the cognitive dissonance. Bastard.
I shattered and am no longer consistent.
I still want to be circumcised to make them stop doing that. Pills have helped, but I have to get rid of the dirt, shame and tricks.
We know.
As far as Bergdahl, and I go with this...
It's a disorder of being dominated. Our brains are tuned to go for dominance and skip over the truth. You will literally hear those damn voices that are over you, and they will fuck you up if you try to get rid of them.
Bergdahl projects his father on all authority.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEnklxGAmak a lecture
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/call-of-schizophrenia/id1055617427 other sufferers.
Thursday, October 19, 2017
He's a Pervert, But They Let Him For Themselves
There are many out there.
I've had several guys attempt to use their power to get me in bed, and I can exclude the military from that, however. No high ranking official ever tried to sleep with me.
We'll talk about the mind control kids later. Hope you had a nice day, sir.
Personally...
Yes, I was assaulted by a male in the army, not raped, and there was alcohol involved. I know many people say "no, means no," but I made errors as well.
In the other world,
I also lost my job once because I wouldn't sleep with my boss. I figured he could sit on his fast food throne and bask in the greatness of being such a prestigious manager. And that's not the first time. On winter day, I joined a bunch of homeless people who were paid to clear sidewalks and put salt down. I spent an hour moving salt bags. Then the head manager had me sit in his truck, and he said he'd give me $60 dollars and wanted to know if I wanted to go home with him. I said, "No." I was given $60 and left.
I don't consider myself a victim just because I as hit on, and I have no intention to destroy people's lives over unwanted advances that stop, as long as they stay non-physical and were reasonably benign.
You said, "no" and he backed off.
Weinstein is a creep on a power trip. There's no denying that, but many women are upset by the fact he asked for sex using his assets. He's just asking you on a date. Why do you think every romance novel is about a billionaire with a wicked side, and it's okay, a fantasy? It's a desire.
As far as Hollywood goes, it should be, "No Parts for Parts." But don't think I'm so naïve. Again, I've been through it. Men have to be humbled the same as women.
I've also been through their assault, which okay for them. Check out all the charity they're giving us: Madonna's "A Bedtime Story." Marilyn Manson and I need to have a talk.
Oh well.
This man Weinstein engaged in relations, but many of the stars let him for roles. I think they are at some fault.
At least Lana Del Rey was honest. I love that song.
I've had several guys attempt to use their power to get me in bed, and I can exclude the military from that, however. No high ranking official ever tried to sleep with me.
We'll talk about the mind control kids later. Hope you had a nice day, sir.
Personally...
Yes, I was assaulted by a male in the army, not raped, and there was alcohol involved. I know many people say "no, means no," but I made errors as well.
In the other world,
I also lost my job once because I wouldn't sleep with my boss. I figured he could sit on his fast food throne and bask in the greatness of being such a prestigious manager. And that's not the first time. On winter day, I joined a bunch of homeless people who were paid to clear sidewalks and put salt down. I spent an hour moving salt bags. Then the head manager had me sit in his truck, and he said he'd give me $60 dollars and wanted to know if I wanted to go home with him. I said, "No." I was given $60 and left.
I don't consider myself a victim just because I as hit on, and I have no intention to destroy people's lives over unwanted advances that stop, as long as they stay non-physical and were reasonably benign.
You said, "no" and he backed off.
Weinstein is a creep on a power trip. There's no denying that, but many women are upset by the fact he asked for sex using his assets. He's just asking you on a date. Why do you think every romance novel is about a billionaire with a wicked side, and it's okay, a fantasy? It's a desire.
As far as Hollywood goes, it should be, "No Parts for Parts." But don't think I'm so naïve. Again, I've been through it. Men have to be humbled the same as women.
I've also been through their assault, which okay for them. Check out all the charity they're giving us: Madonna's "A Bedtime Story." Marilyn Manson and I need to have a talk.
Oh well.
This man Weinstein engaged in relations, but many of the stars let him for roles. I think they are at some fault.
At least Lana Del Rey was honest. I love that song.
Sunday, October 15, 2017
The Lady Doth Protest
So, Grimes, who bathes in blood, has decided she is not going to listen to us in the discussion section. She deleted it. Bitch. Can't take the heat? Get out of the kitchen.
You wanted to play this game. Come on, come on let's play.
We love being raped by you. Aren't those the words of the dirty man tells you? Did you fuck him for fame? He's got you on drugs, and you're what you hate. It's easier to move you that way.
Lies make us cry and freeze inside.
I love how I'm so exposed to these things. I will admit that I used to cry and throw a fit, butchering myself about how little power I had/have.
They repeat themselves, and it drives me nuts.
Go ahead, do what you do with a face... you're helping people, after all. Why are you ashamed? Doesn't it work? The answer to such a question is that you are, essentially, everything you try to destroy.
Bad handlers yet again.
You wanted to play this game. Come on, come on let's play.
We love being raped by you. Aren't those the words of the dirty man tells you? Did you fuck him for fame? He's got you on drugs, and you're what you hate. It's easier to move you that way.
Lies make us cry and freeze inside.
I love how I'm so exposed to these things. I will admit that I used to cry and throw a fit, butchering myself about how little power I had/have.
They repeat themselves, and it drives me nuts.
Go ahead, do what you do with a face... you're helping people, after all. Why are you ashamed? Doesn't it work? The answer to such a question is that you are, essentially, everything you try to destroy.
Bad handlers yet again.
Saturday, October 14, 2017
Weep--Another Marilyn Manson Style of Song
Call me when you're not contagious
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
Some pills, stuff still fill the hole
And I'm down there in the ass
So?
Call me when you're not contagious
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
My donkey comes first and last
Your momma cries for me to pass
So?
Call me when you're not contagious
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
I'm cool and the best hero
You have eyes so brown like shit
I know you will like the hit
So?
6 feet under you reap what you sow.
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
Some pills, stuff still fill the hole
And I'm down there in the ass
So?
Call me when you're not contagious
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
My donkey comes first and last
Your momma cries for me to pass
So?
Call me when you're not contagious
I'll spin them to fucking sages
Age won't save you, ho ho
I'm cool and the best hero
You have eyes so brown like shit
I know you will like the hit
So?
6 feet under you reap what you sow.
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