Dawn of the Hives--Mwahahaha

This is my joke to the intelligence agencies that stalk me. I threw all their arguments together. I was framed as being a spy or committing espionage by the FBI back when I was still in the military, so in this book, I named myself 53 and said I came from a communist compound. This is how the US portrays communism, especially in the former Soviet Union and North Korea, and I created the extreme. Sometimes, I'll admit, it does jump around, but that's because I am schizophrenic. And before you dismiss me, just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you... I'm not a paranoid schizophrenic anyway. All this stuff happens to me and nobody cares nor says anything, so I laugh.

"Dawn of the Hives"


Human civilization has proven its ability to terrorize, its weaknesses and its ineffectiveness throughout history. The planet is in peril. Simply stated, things cannot go on as such, or they could not have. A group of elites have secretly come together and created compounds called Hives, which have proven effective in alleviating several problems, but at what price? Only Eleven Sectors remain part of the free world while the rest of civilization lives in Hives or horrors of horrors, as the Freers, or an army of rebels, claim. The destiny of mankind hangs in the balance of a number of threats not only from the Hives, but dangers from advanced alien civilizations. Who will win? Will humanity’s soul be triumphant or has the time of the human race passed?




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Ugh

So I haven't written on this site in a while.

I haven't had anything to say to this pocket of cyberspace. They've made my mind so blank that I have to spend hours studying and relearning myself because I'm in the same reality that I usually am and have to survive. I'm pretty much relearning everything I knew anyway, what little that was. I didn't know much of anything anyway. I just observe everyone and usually don't say anything until I had to ink out like an octopus to survive. I don't know why they're doing these operations. Nothing's changing. And world peace. Sure, they'll get there one retard at a time, by framing us for their own careers.

Nobody really goes anywhere, not in the end.

You've got a million spies with nothing to do but eat of us. Then you've got Obama who is a psychopath. I don't like him. I need to join an organization and be super "speshul" too if we're going with this, or his, stupid programming. If we're going to be fascists, let's be fascists, but he wants to half-ass everything.


I feel so weak. It's bizarre. I float around reality. I'm still fighting on my front. Apathy won't ever swallow me, not until I'm dead.

I started eating a mushroom to try to help with the dizziness and floating, and it's helping, but it's also making me really happy, which is bad because it makes me go the other way. Sometimes, my Prozac does the same thing to me. It makes me aggressive. Guys, no amount of brain damage is going to fix this. You've got me on all these chemicals too that are messing me up.

I have no choice. I never have had a choice.

I figured out that I am in "Eat Me, Drink Me" ("Kaela" is at 2:01, not game) as well as "No Reflection" (I'm the hippie chick and Gail, YouTube "Gail and Putin," is Catherine the Great). Both of these are by Marilyn Manson. I remember them stalking me then too. People think I'm crazy, or they don't care because they're still in their comas. It will eventually affect you. They hope. Oh well. I used to hope back in my vegetable days.

I just wish this had a purpose, but alas, they are too vain for it to mean anything, more wasted resources, and I'm a waste of resources to the sycophants who attack young girls, disabled people and welfare recipients.



"What's all this talk of a notion/I'd rather drink from the ocean."~Breaking Benjamin It's burning Benny.

I said so :P