They came and told me in their arrogant voices that they'd killed Putin. Most people joke about my fascination with Putin.
I'm a groupie.
He's my boytoy, bitches. Not that he feels the same way. He blocked me, all my accounts, my cookies and my IP address. I will find another way, eventually.
Anyway, I wish they'd, my side, be more careful and stop taking selfies or telling jokes about formal matters or exaggerating them. The article below is a disgrace as well.
They are like little children in a candy store who steal gum and think they're badass. It's a job.
This is why I'm not okay with the whole psychotronic weapons-thing as it is now. They can't manage even the simplest tasks. I bet their attempt at world peace successful for about five minutes and a hypnotizing song... I wish they'd regulate these weapons. I've been through the mill. Don't believe me? Look at my Shakira painting time-wise. What a piece of crap that man was.
The day, the music died, yeah.
We really need to be taken to hospitals for those operations.
https://www.rt.com/news/333908-mh370-blame-putin-conspiracy/
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Friday, February 26, 2016
When We Are Blind
So, we were all born yesterday. There are things we ought to know.
On a side note, I can't believe he decided to ruin their lives for having a different opinion. Educate them.
http://www.newsweek.com/russia-world-putin-yanukovych-ukraine-maidan-430639?rx=us
He does explain at times, I'llsay.
Still, he was offended and matters, makes a big deal out of people who can't put reality together.
As a younger youth, I had to deal with that as well, however. I think the world would be a better place if they'd explain the various classes and normal political moods in school, and money and its meaning, not the liberal garbage we often get nor MTV, the trash especially in the lower levels.
Meat and fire.
The Koran does explain various rewards for work, but that won't work the same way in all societies.
At least they tried.
I am called, and used as, a dissident, which is annoying. I do this thing where I dissociate from reality, and I can even have conversations with myself if I keep a notebook. No, it's not DID. It's that my mind is no longer whole and working right.
I can't hold an opinion very well. lol
Anyway, I would still like five million dollars (after taxes) and the house (after taxes) for Putin's "attention." I'm not that bad, Putin.
As for my destroyed world, it always is. I have no power in my reality, and I'm easy to get to.
I danced this time and did some damage. I hate being pathetic and helpless.
They can only push me so low.
On a side note, I can't believe he decided to ruin their lives for having a different opinion. Educate them.
http://www.newsweek.com/russia-world-putin-yanukovych-ukraine-maidan-430639?rx=us
He does explain at times, I'llsay.
Still, he was offended and matters, makes a big deal out of people who can't put reality together.
As a younger youth, I had to deal with that as well, however. I think the world would be a better place if they'd explain the various classes and normal political moods in school, and money and its meaning, not the liberal garbage we often get nor MTV, the trash especially in the lower levels.
Meat and fire.
The Koran does explain various rewards for work, but that won't work the same way in all societies.
At least they tried.
I am called, and used as, a dissident, which is annoying. I do this thing where I dissociate from reality, and I can even have conversations with myself if I keep a notebook. No, it's not DID. It's that my mind is no longer whole and working right.
I can't hold an opinion very well. lol
Anyway, I would still like five million dollars (after taxes) and the house (after taxes) for Putin's "attention." I'm not that bad, Putin.
As for my destroyed world, it always is. I have no power in my reality, and I'm easy to get to.
I danced this time and did some damage. I hate being pathetic and helpless.
They can only push me so low.
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
Pay the Slave the Fee for the Crippling Beating
I'm still annoyed that they helped wreck my brain over such stupid assumptions. I was insane, young and dumb. Tell me you all had it figured out at 21. You should have seen my medical chart when I left the army.
They could have turned on the heat if nothing else. Maybe not stalk me.
I wish Putin would pay me for attracting so much attention to me. It's so funny to see the "special" kids flop like fish. I won't bore anyone with further details on that.
Writing is the only vocation/hobby I had. It's fitting that Madonna causes words to "lose their meaning." I'm struggling with the assholes now. Putin couldn't help himself either. He saw a weak person and went for the kill. This attracted all the little gangs.
We can't sue them. They're all immune somehow, which is like tenure.
To Madonna, though she is too vain to hear me, what would you think if someone ripped out your vocal chords? I know you all have insurance on your legs. It's a big deal to some of us when words lose their meaning.
If I'm a slave, then the Bible says you have to take care of me for the injury you caused. Can I just have the house and five million dollars (after taxes for both)?
I'll go frolic in my delusions.
Hey, I'm part of the entitled generation. Bring it on!
They could have turned on the heat if nothing else. Maybe not stalk me.
I wish Putin would pay me for attracting so much attention to me. It's so funny to see the "special" kids flop like fish. I won't bore anyone with further details on that.
Writing is the only vocation/hobby I had. It's fitting that Madonna causes words to "lose their meaning." I'm struggling with the assholes now. Putin couldn't help himself either. He saw a weak person and went for the kill. This attracted all the little gangs.
We can't sue them. They're all immune somehow, which is like tenure.
To Madonna, though she is too vain to hear me, what would you think if someone ripped out your vocal chords? I know you all have insurance on your legs. It's a big deal to some of us when words lose their meaning.
If I'm a slave, then the Bible says you have to take care of me for the injury you caused. Can I just have the house and five million dollars (after taxes for both)?
I'll go frolic in my delusions.
Hey, I'm part of the entitled generation. Bring it on!
Childhood Stress: Future Mess Bergdahl
I've talked with my grandma about this issue. She was raised in a calm, loving environment. She turned out normal, and she's a healthy, wise, goodhearted person.
She likes to talk to people, and she has learned a lot about struggles people face from abuse to neglect.
We've both noted that it has a profound influence on individuals. Studies have shown changes in the brain after abuse and neglect. It becomes organic.
I was tormented by the school system and a few other things. Many parents of special needs children know this. Well, they do if they care for their children. One dad even went as far as putting a hidden camera on his son. It's unbelievable.
As a child, I was in constant stress and pain. After the military pulled the final straw, I went insane. It wasn't as big a deal as they made it out to be. One percent of the population is schizophrenic.
Anyway, I read an article about Bergdahl's release and his "strained" family life growing up. He's looking for approval in all the wrong places. I did the same thing with Putin. We're walking clichés. In fact, I bet that general he was after had Bergdahl's number after hearing about him. Another one? When you work with a lot of people, you see patterns of behavior. "Why" is known. No big mystery. No big deal. Nothing to hide. Something to work on. Waiting for the next one.
Cry and go to your safe place and rip the room to pieces. Curse instinct and get a job. Have kids. Then you'll have something to worry about.
I'm not saying that all people fall victim due to their pasts. It's more or less that people who have been abused and/or neglected show certain behaviors more often, and it's like clock work. Boring.
http://www.nytimes.com/2016/02/17/us/long-after-bergdahls-release-his-hometown-is-still-under-siege.html?_r=0 He was "strained."
She likes to talk to people, and she has learned a lot about struggles people face from abuse to neglect.
We've both noted that it has a profound influence on individuals. Studies have shown changes in the brain after abuse and neglect. It becomes organic.
I was tormented by the school system and a few other things. Many parents of special needs children know this. Well, they do if they care for their children. One dad even went as far as putting a hidden camera on his son. It's unbelievable.
As a child, I was in constant stress and pain. After the military pulled the final straw, I went insane. It wasn't as big a deal as they made it out to be. One percent of the population is schizophrenic.
Anyway, I read an article about Bergdahl's release and his "strained" family life growing up. He's looking for approval in all the wrong places. I did the same thing with Putin. We're walking clichés. In fact, I bet that general he was after had Bergdahl's number after hearing about him. Another one? When you work with a lot of people, you see patterns of behavior. "Why" is known. No big mystery. No big deal. Nothing to hide. Something to work on. Waiting for the next one.
Cry and go to your safe place and rip the room to pieces. Curse instinct and get a job. Have kids. Then you'll have something to worry about.
I'm not saying that all people fall victim due to their pasts. It's more or less that people who have been abused and/or neglected show certain behaviors more often, and it's like clock work. Boring.
http://www.nytimes.com/2016/02/17/us/long-after-bergdahls-release-his-hometown-is-still-under-siege.html?_r=0 He was "strained."
Monday, February 1, 2016
The UN turned down Michael Brown's family
They sure mean what they say... it is widespread. Yes, Michael was a criminal, but what else was there for him?
http://nationalreport.net/un-dismisses-michael-brown-case-will-intervening-matter/
https://www.rt.com/usa/330934-un-recommends-usa-reparations-slavery/ They can say this all they want to, and they know it, because they know they won't be accountable for their words, pretty words.
meanwhile, I'll keep fighting that damn, spoiled middle class band (+cough+ Breaking Benjamin) that tries to torment me and keep me on my white girl's leash. I don't love you. It's a note eat note world.
I've been violated in ways that are insane. It annoys me--the games they play. I just hope there was a purpose for it. I think I might have been an experiment. Weird stuff occurred. Right before it all started, they asked me two questions 1.) Do you want a family? 2.) Do you have a soul? I said "no" and "I don't know." Oh well. I still would have picked that over a family, however. A child from me would be a crime against humanity.
Lesson learned: I don't have a soul. Thanks everyone for clearing that up with lots of torture.
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