Entitlement due to fear

I am disabled. I've gotten a lot of heat for it.  People think I feel entitled because I don't work (at the moment). I'm the reason taxes are so high.. lol

It's always the same.

When I was a youth, they would tell us that we wanted "instant gratification" instead of being entitled, as they come up with these labels for the herd. 

I've spent a long time soul searching about various labels, and I've come to the conclusion that we're failing many of our youths.  They don't know how to behave like adults (yes, I know), and they cling to security. 

It's not that they're entitled: they're afraid of what they don't know.  They think life should be one, two, three.  The reality is that life can be random and/or chaotic.  It's not fair.  You've got to learn to sail in the wind and accept a little dirt.

You can't predict everything.

We need to teach young adults that they don't have all the answers and that nothing in life is guaranteed.

There are so many poor adaptors these days.

I gave up on the five million dollars and house

I spent considerable time trying to get a settlement from Putin.  In the early years, it was 50,000 for stem cells.  Then I wanted the five million to sustain me.

He's ignored me for the most part.  We've had a few brief moments, adding to my "punishment."

Several times, until recent history, I have been in a compromised state.  No one would help me, and, like I said, I wasn't in the best shape. 

However, time has gone on, and I'm now stable thanks to Nonna and the VA.  I still have issues, but we won't get into that.


The people in Russia are in a lot of pain due to our sanctions, and I feel bad for them. 

Many people would call me a fool, but I wouldn't want to steal from hungry mouths.  They'd come eat my fat ass as revenge. 

I know I'm a horrible person for saying this, but that house is wonderful.  I wish...

So, if anyone rich wants to hand over the five million dollars (after taxes) or the house (after taxes), feel free ;) 

Only a dream destined to fail.

Edit: they have foodstamps now.  They're also recovering and regrouping, so they aren't as desperate as we made them out to be.