Dear Nurses

I hope this helps you. I know I have a problem, but when I start having issues, I forget or go into a stupor. I've censored a lot of undesired behavior by watching myself on the internet, but still, the stupor seems to rule over all when it happens.

Here are some highlights of my wonderful behavior.

Here's me thinking that people are trying to kill me:



That's what I was talking about. I'm talking to them, even though they don't exist. I know, I know, I know. It doesn't seem to ever matter then I act strange.





The spy... I seem to think they're in my head an awful lot.



The earlier entries of this blog show it too, like this one: http://bs55.blogspot.com/2011/04/kaela-creighton-sympathy.html

I'm getting better, slowly but surely. This is really embarrassing. I become clear then fall back into it. Sometimes, I need to reality test and that helps. I recently learned I haven't had a lobotomy. It doesn't seem to matter though. Some new, kooky delusion will take its place when I slip.

PS I'm changing my name.