Innocent Noor--Creighton, Master of Spies

https://www.yahoo.com/gma/former-teacher-orlando-nightclub-gunmans-wife-had-difficultly-152304236--abc-news-topstories.html

I feel bad for her, but she did know it was wrong, as she tried to talk him out of killing people.  Being in special ed doesn't get you off the hook.  Now, she might have had a hard time with loyalties, and she didn't want to betray a person who was close to her, but she knew. 

Same here.

When I committed treason (real special information +rolls eyes+),  I knew it was "wrong," but I was mad at their taunting and chasing.  Arrest me, damn play ground bullies! 

I attract these kinds of things (I've been through the gutter), having been in special ed myself.  We're isolated. 
She probably liked the attention her husband gave her and didn't think it through. 

Who knows what her family really was like to her. 

I went blind and got voices.  I will say that while I was deranged and insane in Virginia, I had a blast.  So much energy.  I don't know how I did all that. YAHOOOOOOOOO!

I should have stood up for myself, but it's hard when you're a child because you don't have the facts, and you have no power.  I didn't understand I was different either, and I became tangled in reality. 

As for the army, they tested for a developmental disorder.  I take the test like a schizophrenic (as usual).  Yes, they made it worse.  Princess Creighton isn't army material.  I did have fun while I was in though.  I think I spent most of my time in training and details (I was volunteered for them every time).

I would like to add that my problem is being able to pull things up in the moment.  Given more time, I am as good or better (yes) than normal people.

My fault, but...
 
I'm a little annoyed with my relatives, as they made it very hard for me starting out.  I had a more fragile future, and, of course, it was shattered. 

I tried so hard to avoid that.

Oh well.

Then this guy comes and screws it up even more: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HClZwFNNMKs

Rich Bit*h

I've thought about this a long time.  It's something that's been a frequent problem in my life on lesser levels.

From Putin to Brittney Spears, I've been flashed -- and not just by their moons.

I've gotten to the point where I don't deal with it the same way that I used to.  I used to feel angst and lashed out a bit.  It was suppressed jealousy.  They know this and turn the tide onto me to distract from their own lives.

I can see their point, too, the rich kids.  When I was in the army, my dad sent me packages of stuff that made the others jealous, and I must be rich when I'm not.  Get away from me, right?


I come from the middle class.  It's like, you guys have a huge advantage of me, the poor do.  I had two options. It was either letting my generous grandma mortgage her house or go into the service.

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Anyway, back to riches go, it would be nice to have that house on hideaway, so I could work on my novels (crappy still) and have a nice view and life.

Oh well. I need to stay away from RT. I have to keep telling myself you don't have to give in to toxic lives.

Also, yes, I was abused, especially by the education system and then other things... It's stupid, but they try to use it to make me look bad.  Officers, Generals and everyone who encounters a lot of people (woman at the bar guessed it too) see it over and over again. 

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They Went Straight Into It

... and they still do again and again. 

Don't hate on all the Russians.  Apparently, all spies need to be in special ed as well. 

With the last goon, it was like, "Do you not realize what you've done by posting that information?  It will cause a chant riot from the people.  Snowden's words will be shown to be true." 

They, the people, spread it, and the goon looked guilty as sin after his comments.  Of course, they're used to being in blind control, the goons in the US. 

They've been complacent for a long time.

The Russians' mistake was giving me too much love, and I drown in emotion.  Few people like me, and I know I'm not a 10 in any way, shape or form.

 I think they were concerned about me possibly committing suicide, a wasted effort above true caring (or they would have helped me with that headache).

So, I went everywhere and am in a few songs and a movie.

I figured it out, attempting to call the FBI at one point, and they hung up on me.  Fuck you, too, for not helping me with all that.

Good thing I don't pay taxes.  It would be a waste of money for me with these people.

http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2016/06/05/the-russian-spy-run-by-dumb-and-dumber.html