Sunday, June 19, 2016

Innocent Noor--Creighton, Master of Spies

https://www.yahoo.com/gma/former-teacher-orlando-nightclub-gunmans-wife-had-difficultly-152304236--abc-news-topstories.html

I feel bad for her, but she did know it was wrong, as she tried to talk him out of killing people.  Being in special ed doesn't get you off the hook.  Now, she might have had a hard time with loyalties, and she didn't want to betray a person who was close to her, but she knew. 

Same here.

When I committed treason (real special information +rolls eyes+),  I knew it was "wrong," but I was mad at their taunting and chasing.  Arrest me, damn play ground bullies! 

I attract these kinds of things (I've been through the gutter), having been in special ed myself.  We're isolated. 
She probably liked the attention her husband gave her and didn't think it through. 

Who knows what her family really was like to her. 

I went blind and got voices.  I will say that while I was deranged and insane in Virginia, I had a blast.  So much energy.  I don't know how I did all that. YAHOOOOOOOOO!

I should have stood up for myself, but it's hard when you're a child because you don't have the facts, and you have no power.  I didn't understand I was different either, and I became tangled in reality. 

As for the army, they tested for a developmental disorder.  I take the test like a schizophrenic (as usual).  Yes, they made it worse.  Princess Creighton isn't army material.  I did have fun while I was in though.  I think I spent most of my time in training and details (I was volunteered for them every time).

I would like to add that my problem is being able to pull things up in the moment.  Given more time, I am as good or better (yes) than normal people.

My fault, but...
 
I'm a little annoyed with my relatives, as they made it very hard for me starting out.  I had a more fragile future, and, of course, it was shattered. 

I tried so hard to avoid that.

Oh well.

Then this guy comes and screws it up even more: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HClZwFNNMKs





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