Thursday, August 11, 2016

In recent news, Medvedev is hiding from the repo man

Meanwhile, Putin is trying to seduce the retard kids to fix the isolation and alienation he's suffered from by not giving up his country.

Get your shit together, guys!


Monday, August 8, 2016

Why do they play games?

So, they knew what I was thinking, which I already knew they did.  They decided to make a wild world out of me for something that was stupid to begin with: pointless. I try to give them credit and say it was an experiment, but I don't know.

People suck.

I've had many different weapons used on me.  From "Jackie's Funeral" Machines of Loving Grace/"Girl" Beck with Putin, to crawling sessions, it's been great.  If I get raped one more time by the machines... They are sick people. They play all the horrible things people say about me ("Sally's Song" by Universal Hall Pass), which is why I avoid most people, as most of them hate me.  I'm a loser in life's race. I already know. I like the elderly and that's about it.  There are a few exceptions.

I feel like they're 9 year old boys talking on walkie-talkies to truck drivers. 

Back to Putin... I like how I had five or six voices tell me things as I spilled the beans, like "Big mouth."  I was sick of them messing with me, too. MM even got involved--and the movie.  Wimps.

I had enough issues.  Heaven forbid I show any emotion ever or protect myself.  Other battle buddies can say what a man Putin is, but I'm the one they pull all the bull on? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWegiHSqPHY so sad... let's have a moment of human privacy while I work out my own issues by myself.

Why didn't they, if they were determined, give me the lobotomy/ brain surgery when I was looking at all of Putin's pictures?  It's all for the special snowflakes. They waste a lot of money doing that.

Guess what?  My C&P was canceled, and I was awarded 100% permanent and total disability. Where were you then? Madonna couldn't be God and stop me from being paid?  Breaking Benjamin hasn't killed me?  I'm supposed to be a "Work Bitch," (Brittney Spears 2:04), which the crowd will love, as you harness their vanity.  Yes, put me in the lowest shithole to justify your horrible lives.  Until they fix me, after feeling super special, I won't be doing that much.  I am impaired.  There's no denying it.  I chill with music.

Thanks for trying, VA.  The world is against us.

I guess I'm supposed to ask Obama for five million dollars (after taxes) and the house on hideaway (after taxes).  I don't care who does it anymore. I want it.  Putin at least faced me a couple of times, and he did some damage though.  I am grateful to the VA, but the others are surrounding us all.  I want to go into hiding.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQj--Kjn0z8

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Squashed by Intelligence Agencies and the Vain

If you watch my videos, which you probably don't, you will see that I have a problem with attracting people who want to hurt me, from Putin to Madonna (I'm not even kidding).  They usually have these long narratives that mean nothing but, "Shut up and give me the cash."

I was talking to myself, not you, but okay.  I've fallen for it. I'm talking to you now.

It's like, nice facelift, and you have made yourself God due to your insecurity.  How do you like all the freaks who look to you as a "savior?"  I made that mistake.  Hey, I was younger.

Don't try to be moral while you're fucking me to make me listen.  That act in itself is inhumane.  Why not just get rid of free speech?  Like taking my paycheck, you seem to only have sneaky power, shadow governments in the mists.

I'm the poorboy to beat.

  People like me will fill these holes.  The ones in power must be having issues with us slaves explaining why something won't work.  I could write 1000 pages.  I had my mind erased and went right back through the traps. 

Once again, if you don't fix the system, this will happen again.  Maybe it doesn't matter either way, but you all are so desperate for yourselves. 

You have free speech until you don't agree with me.
And, again, Vote for the winner.

I wish I could ponder the stars with soft music, but alas, I was too important.


Thursday, August 4, 2016

Annoying Functions of My Brain

If you don't know, when I start thinking about Putin, I always get these great lines.  I really haven't delved into the porn world, yet I still have the curse.  From "expanding my economy" (which I posted without thinking anything sexual), to this:

"Are you going down with the flag, captain?" 
"With pride," said the captain.

I've never played a porn dvd.  The closest I've come was when I was in St. Louis, and this guy asked me to help him load a video.  I didn't know.  I got the video, and he watched, having no interest in me.  I was like, "Some people."

Also, my brain tries to censor all this political nonsense. From that, I've come to the conclusion, "It's best to vote for the winner."

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Living Life Shattered

I am ashamed of myself, but I'm sure I'll do it again. I can't help it.  I float in reality here and there.  With medicine, I'm calm.

I still suffer delusions, but they're subtle.  Yesterday, I was convinced my cousin knew I was asking Putin for five million dollars (after taxes) and the house on hideaway (after taxes).  I had the feelings of a crowd when there was none.

Sorry, Obama, I don't think you're a "fag."  I was scared. Where were they to "care" then?  I need to learn to stop lashing out at people regardless.  One of the problems is that other people treat me like shit, so I turn around and do similar behavior.  I don't always get the hint, "We're done."

After reading myself, yet again, I can see why I got a lobotomy.  OMG.  Why was I out of the nuthatch then?

I'm still irritated about the way the operation was done.  They should take us to hospitals and strap us down. I'm not lying.  They all kept doing it at once.  Then the 8.5 month headache and release.

Also, Putin didn't need to get involved.  I know I was possessed by demons, but he only encouraged them.  Plus, he was my hero, and he has so much influence.  I'm the going off on the monologues of the antihero.

The house and money would have been nice, but Putin can't face me.

Well, I'm going to go now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xY8Rp4GOPag




Monday, August 1, 2016

My Firing Squad--Kill the Demons

I had to fight Putin's influence.  They went all hardcore after that, the others.  I realize there was a guy after me, which is why I had to stay in Virginia, but it was nothing like when Putin posted the picture that not only disturbed me, but it was an extreme form of punishment. 

That's when I still thought Putin was my dad/God/husband (kinky, but I was ill, and it wasn't all at once).  They have mind control devices, and all they use them for is their own entertainment/gain.  They knew what I was thinking.  They could have helped correct me.

I had a bunch of the sycophants after me after Putin decided to turn me into a target. One brain surgery would have sufficed.  Not only, but they made a big deal about it and hunted me like a dog.

I'm famous--but not allowed.

When is the rule of law going to return to the United States?

http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/bergdahls-lawyers-ask-for-charges-to-be-dropped-over-mccain-comments/ar-BBv7hPd?li=BBmkt5R&ocid=spartanntp

Hopefully, Bergdahl will grow up and act like an adult.  He had quite the ego as well (my sin, not like a hotshot, but denying limits about myself, who I am).