Why do they play games?

So, they knew what I was thinking, which I already knew they did.  They decided to make a wild world out of me for something that was stupid to begin with: pointless. I try to give them credit and say it was an experiment, but I don't know.

People suck.

I've had many different weapons used on me.  From "Jackie's Funeral" Machines of Loving Grace/"Girl" Beck with Putin, to crawling sessions, it's been great.  If I get raped one more time by the machines... They are sick people. They play all the horrible things people say about me ("Sally's Song" by Universal Hall Pass), which is why I avoid most people, as most of them hate me.  I'm a loser in life's race. I already know. I like the elderly and that's about it.  There are a few exceptions.

I feel like they're 9 year old boys talking on walkie-talkies to truck drivers. 

Back to Putin... I like how I had five or six voices tell me things as I spilled the beans, like "Big mouth."  I was sick of them messing with me, too. MM even got involved--and the movie.  Wimps.

I had enough issues.  Heaven forbid I show any emotion ever or protect myself.  Other battle buddies can say what a man Putin is, but I'm the one they pull all the bull on? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWegiHSqPHY so sad... let's have a moment of human privacy while I work out my own issues by myself.

Why didn't they, if they were determined, give me the lobotomy/ brain surgery when I was looking at all of Putin's pictures?  It's all for the special snowflakes. They waste a lot of money doing that.

Guess what?  My C&P was canceled, and I was awarded 100% permanent and total disability. Where were you then? Madonna couldn't be God and stop me from being paid?  Breaking Benjamin hasn't killed me?  I'm supposed to be a "Work Bitch," (Brittney Spears 2:04), which the crowd will love, as you harness their vanity.  Yes, put me in the lowest shithole to justify your horrible lives.  Until they fix me, after feeling super special, I won't be doing that much.  I am impaired.  There's no denying it.  I chill with music.

Thanks for trying, VA.  The world is against us.

I guess I'm supposed to ask Obama for five million dollars (after taxes) and the house on hideaway (after taxes).  I don't care who does it anymore. I want it.  Putin at least faced me a couple of times, and he did some damage though.  I am grateful to the VA, but the others are surrounding us all.  I want to go into hiding.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQj--Kjn0z8