Annoying People Out of My Head

So, I don't talk to a relative very much.  This time, I decided to fight back.

She said plenty of horrible things about me, which is normal for her.  She lied and said she was willing to pay for my school.  It's like, I feel as though I'm in danger when you're around me, and I doubt you have the money.

I don't want to be under her rule.

Last time I let her into my apartment, she said I assaulted her and threw herself out.  I did not.  When I was being abused, she ran away.  She's a wimp.

Yay.

To the abuse, almost every guilty party who is in my life has changed.  If they haven't changed their other habits, they no longer attempt to hold me down.  I don't have school teachers telling everyone about my dead uncle and the fact I'm a special girl and need their special help.

She wants to remind me.

I fired my psychologist because talking about what happened to me is more of a bother than a help.  It's not like I'll ever get real revenge, nor should I seek it.  Anyone who follows me knows it is only enabling to continue to dwell on the horrid things I went through. 

Rarely does anyone care about the truth.  She is fixated, thinking people let her truth win.  And most of it is nonsense.

I can't imagine her raising a child.

She said I wanted to be taken care of, like a child.  It's like, yes, I had some issues with that, and I got my wish.  I have the rights of a minor child.  She said some truth.  I used to long for my parents to love me.  That's how the Putin thing happened.  Daddy.  Oh well, I am but a human.  I have issues.  The world has mountains.

I don't care if you're a hardcore, KGB spy, Putin, you have had rocks thrown at you as well.  And I want to fuck you.  There's the end of the conversation.