Flying and SSDI

I'll try.

Snowflakes Get Cold

So, I've been accused of being a liberal snowflake.  We'll discuss this.

I used to make videos about how I hated the United States.  To be honest, I was mostly taking a personal view of the situation and sick of the psychotronic people making invisible rules and still had an upset tummy about being in special education.  Like I said, being afraid and angry made me cling to slavery and class systems and special education hurt my ego.  I've finally come to terms with it.

No, I'm not that crazy.  I know I'm not special, just a boring plebian.

In fact, I spent most of my upbringing being told about how I'm not special in an abusive mannerism, as I was in special ed. Fitting. I was tormented by classmates and teachers for my disability, which was really just schizophrenia for which I am now properly medicated and treated.  I finally got rid of the IEP at 16 when I took an IQ test.  I made a 118 then later a 116.  My brain had somewhat recovered only to be blown again in the military.  They should do a psych evaluation with the IEP, but I digress.

Anyway, no, I'm not patriotic, and I feel detached from the whole debate for the most part.  I don't belong in society and live on the fringes where I see some, let's face it, whacky shit.  They usually make me laugh.  People with guns make me laugh after being on the edge.  It's not 1776 anymore.  It's not 1984 either.  Stop holding onto your stuffed animal like you're five.

It's like, you have no idea what you're actually up against, but that ignorance makes you happy somehow.  Alas, the mind of the melted.

And one last note on disability, if you want to know what discrimination is like...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezdyy7FeF8M

I'll get off my soap box.

Oh yeah, and here's another easy, smartmouth song.  It's easy as pie.  I'm no genius.  I'm still mad at him, and yes, to name shame -- not drop -- he had to pick a fight with me.  He can have this song.  I'll share :P

Savior

Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Save you ass

I'm biting bits
Of language
Your tits

Come here
Come, come
Cool, cold cruel

The mirror
Stays true
Reflect?

Love you, babe
Like the sheeps said
Before the Hajj

Our new religion

I'm not fucking God
But I'll fuck you

Savior
Save your ass
Savior
Saver your ass

Here's one

Hit the Mark!

"Who do men say that I am?"
You emulate me
Hate me
You make me, make me great
Late, but it's fate
You're fake

For heaven's sake
You're the mistake
I said, for heaven's sake
You're the mistake

"Who do men say that I am?"
You immolate
With all your hate
Undertaken
Now who is forsaken?

Flames baking! Bacon!

For heaven's sake
You're the mistake
I said, for heaven's sake
You're the mistake
Late, but it's fate
You're fake

"Who do men say that I am?"
Get me a virgin
Get me a doll
Get me you
You're nothing at all
Ashes to ashes
Nails to rust
You're back to dust

Disgust

Who are you?

"...For you are not mindful of the things of God,
But the things of man."

That comes from Mark 8:27 and Mark 8:33

Made into a loser vs being a loser or both

I've known for a while that I'm not going places this lifetime.  It's made me a bit of a defeatist because I don't see the point in trying.  Every time I put forth a lot of effort, I end up in the ditch.  For example, I fought the psychotronic people for a while and decided to hold onto slavery or strict caste/class systems.  I can't get low enough for them.

I'm also still trying to get circumcised so that they can't use sexuality against me, like with Putin.  It's the FBI's favorite game.  They will make you out to be a "racist pedophile."  It's their hallmark, a sign that they've messed with you.  In the military, you're a "whore" if they mess with you.

Anyway,

I won't get into the time they tried to frame me being a pedophile.  No, I do not like children, but I would blush and hear voices accusing me of various thoughts and acts.  I was programed, and I think an experiment.  I did try to use that as an excuse to be circumcised, but it didn't work.  

I like how I was placed into several songs and movies, too, but I can't "say" anything because I'm schizophrenic. Abuse.  I'm not that bad of a person.  I'm boring, average and bland, but I'm easy to get to.

Pluck me from the blind.

I've decided to stand up for myself and not be a defeatist and to try.  If I get knocked down by the unseen, like Marilyn Manson, I will get back up like a punching bag.  Why not?  I'm tired of explaining and trying to get them to be decent.  I can't control them, but I can control myself.