Tuesday, July 28, 2020

"Putin Kaela" Search on Yahoo AGAIN

So, I've had to fight the internet a few times, especially yahoo that used to pull up the electric chair and weapons when I typed in "Kaela Creighton," but they've moved away from that.  I have to check these things because I have to predict the next attack.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?p=putin+kaela&fr=yset_chr_syc_hp&fp=1&toggle=1&cop=mss&ei=UTF-8&type=yset_hpchrbanner

Now I have Yahoo comparing me to Alina with this link, search, "Putin Kaela."  Once more, this is a sick game the elites and the government play on me. yes, it destroyed me in my 20s at work and now I'm on welfare because it was such a big deal I had to be destroyed.  I was a young female getting ready to breed.

He has two daughters and had to do that to the retard kid. I'm used to it. Baby fever threw me off, but I get it now.  Sorry, I'm branded with labels and have no money, so no daddies for me.  Well, they'll use me as a whore and won't pay, so bye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xlijyn3j8E

Oh my God, a female has a sex drive.  I'm sure they were fucking couches and cougars at that age.

 I think they need lobotomies for being RIDICULOUS!  Of course, I am not worthy of the golden dick, but I'm attracted to him. Well, I'm not attracted to his arrogance or personality, but I like his body.

Putin is my porn.  I no longer have sexual desire due to my meds (and will eventually get circumcised to get back at them and start that game for us poor girls who will have issues with these "rules"), but I used to masturbate to his officer photo and the one when he was 24 in 1976.  It's nothing but a celebrity crush.  You want to CALL me or push me out a window?  I don't think any form of torture could be worse than the last ten years.  I know you couldn't handle it, but you're Mr. KGB who essentially made coffee for a living as a paper pusher.  Maybe if you would have ever had a real job, you would understand a little better the flight of us "losers" at the bottom with us tards and poor people.  Enjoy living in a museum with Alina.  Sure, you chased rats in an apartment, but your country made sure you had opportunities, and you skipped out of construction work and got a check to go to school.  Damn welfare abuser.  Let's put him on the internet for a day.  He needs a little deflating. 

Putin should give me the settlement, but he is scared of me apparently.  Wah, wah, to you, too.  You have too many emotions. Want a lobotomy, Mr. Dictator?  You know what you're good for.  Roll over and let me climb on top.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0D_dYh5EKc

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Quick Rant About 2013

I needed therapy after special education.  I should have been hauled in for those things.  Sure, it'll feed my shitty friends' egos to know I was destroyed.  It's on me, too, because they were terrible friends anyway.  I put up with it due to low self-esteem then wondered why I was abandoned. They don't care about me.  I couldn't feel emotion then or now, but my thoughts were angry.  Have you ever been angry?  Yeah, stop condemning me and my youth.  It's gone now but yeah.  I'm down with Walmart in the future, so few actually succeed in life beyond a mediocre fate.  It was just shoved in my face that I would work fast food and low wage jobs while everyone else would be great.  Thanks, special ed!!  Psychos R US afterward.  No one really got anywhere.  Plenty of other youths do drugs or crime, but I was dealt with in an extreme mannerism.  I don't even have moral judgments anymore.

In special ed/school in general, they blamed me and made life miserable, so I didn't develop properly. The only thing I can think of to help is to screen our mental health with IEPs.  Some schools do a great job, but many do not.  Why do you think we're failing, Placebo?

Everywhere I comment, I get the same arguments and abuse.  "You can't save them all," "It's a waste of effort," "they take time away from the smart kids."  Many people believe this, including those in authority.  It's annoying.  Let's not even talk about my home life.  Wah, wah, exploit it.

I went psycho in the army.  It was coming.  They med boarded me out and Marilyn Manson had issues with that as well--and Rob Zombie.  It never ends.