I needed therapy after special education. I should have been hauled in for those things. Sure, it'll feed my shitty friends' egos to know I was destroyed. It's on me, too, because they were terrible friends anyway. I put up with it due to low self-esteem then wondered why I was abandoned. They don't care about me. I couldn't feel emotion then or now, but my thoughts were angry. Have you ever been angry? Yeah, stop condemning me and my youth. It's gone now but yeah. I'm down with Walmart in the future, so few actually succeed in life beyond a mediocre fate. It was just shoved in my face that I would work fast food and low wage jobs while everyone else would be great. Thanks, special ed!! Psychos R US afterward. No one really got anywhere. Plenty of other youths do drugs or crime, but I was dealt with in an extreme mannerism. I don't even have moral judgments anymore.
In special ed/school in general, they blamed me and made life miserable, so I didn't develop properly. The only thing I can think of to help is to screen our mental health with IEPs. Some schools do a great job, but many do not. Why do you think we're failing, Placebo?
Everywhere I comment, I get the same arguments and abuse. "You can't save them all," "It's a waste of effort," "they take time away from the smart kids." Many people believe this, including those in authority. It's annoying. Let's not even talk about my home life. Wah, wah, exploit it.
I went psycho in the army. It was coming. They med boarded me out and Marilyn Manson had issues with that as well--and Rob Zombie. It never ends.
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