Free to Fail

America sucks for me because I'm disabled. People are always trying to use me, rob me, or destroy me, and I can't fight back or tell anyone. Ask me how many times I've been violated to get me to feel guilt and not value myself. I never have. They call me a slave and make a bunch of commands that are contradictory, and I am punished randomly and don't know all of the rules. Therefore, I ask for one slave master who can command me, or the death squads and I are going to continually waste money trapping and killing one another. I've dealt with the damn FBI so many times in life. We're on lists because we're naughty, I suppose, or will be. Once again, in the US, I am only "Free to Fail." I kid you not. Doesn't that show we shouldn't live in the community? We get killed all of the time. Russia has issues with disabled people, too. I don't know what to think. I guess technology will save us, but I wouldn't do what we do and simply abuse us until we lose our memories or other functions from abuse. Plus, many of us have a problem where it's impossible for us to ever comprehend what the norms can or learn that fast. Most people turn out to be nothing, but we develop behavioral problems after all the berating of teachers who punish our reactions or send us to special schools where we're drugged out of our minds. We need a way out if that's possible. Most of our parents don't care about us or use us for money. Like many issues, I started out with a minor problem that became a nightmare. Why do they put us through school if they are going to abuse or use us? I'm an inspiration, remember? Look at me now. And they even used the dominant male again. Really? I drag all the predators and criminals with me.