Sunday, December 24, 2023

"Evil Mind" -- Past Post on Breaking Bejamin

 Yes, sometimes I misattribte things to other people. That cliche doesn't mean others aren't involved.  

For example, he's shown his true face in songs like, "Polyamours."

"Pour some salt into the open wound." That's why I blamed him for making me jealous.  Then he sees our true colors.  I can't work through emotions and thoughts anymore because I'm evil, and he's retarded, not like us, however.  

Yes, it would have been nice to get to be like the people in HS and not have had to fight for small gains.  

All of the psychotronc people become my fault, I know.  They become our problems.

Friday, December 22, 2023

666 -- You don't like me, so you kill me... The whining, The whining... the agony of 12 years now..Poor baby... fix it, fix it... don't make me have to appreciate democracy in the bedroom Again? And human rights?




The usual?  

Annoying Girl From Satan


 For many years, I had serious problems.  One, I was harassed, assaulted a bunch, and stalked. I attributed all of this to Putin, who yes, made me mad by breaking my heart.  Hissy, bitchy.  Then I was killed again for it.  I'm like Kenny. Shit, well, sorry.

I get treated like crap most of the time, and I get that I am kind of young.  I don't think I'm important, but do you have to go out of your way to make things worse?  This is from the people who try to rob me or call me an evolutionary failure.  If I simply explain, I don't matter, and they rip me apart.

And the gold, money, or whatever???  I figured out that they made us worship it. They do good deeds, as Blue Stahli says.  They have everything I wanted.  Nope. They scolded me for jealousy and other crimes and thoughts that are normal.  I just hid and went in reverse.  They get mad when I say I don't have to be part of society and to please circumcise me.  They aren't aware.  I know I'm weird.  Want to be my special friend?  That's a bad idea because they will do anything to hurt me.  I set them off now because I can barely think and can't worship their godly opinion.  

If you think I'm all evil because I said I wanted to fuck Putin and take his money, I was still mad at him for breaking my heart.  I live in a hallucination and am not used to real people showing up.

 I had to address the poison in my veins.  My sin was lying about my desires, if you read the Quran.  Not exactly, Blue Stahli, I split from my desire, which is horrible.  It ended up in screaming torment of, "I don't want what I want!!"  

I didn't develop properly because I was so hated and oppressed that I kind of shook like a rat in a box as it pondered its fate with teenage boys.  I wasn't taught to think with my emotions, just withdraw, and look like what they think is rational when it's simply withdrawn, too.  I get to watch my inevitable death every day. 

I looked at the music and was like, well, this will be unfortunate for me.  I'm used to extreme punishments for little things. That's why I was terrified.  Of course, Britney Spears, who wants people out of her business despite creating more hype, should have stayed out of mine.  Again, they've never been tased like cops do to each other. Their mom didn't bite them when they bit her. It's fun to make us bleed to death for some jackass up in "heaven" or Babel.  I'm not worshiping them.  

I hate you.