Dear Night Terrors

You speak English, so I know it isn't Putin, though he started this.

Anyway, no, they won't label it a PDD. I tried, but I don't fit the criteria, especially now that you've sunk my IQ. I'm over 18, so when they find it, it'll be dementia, or a decline in mental function. Some sort of TBI? I have a 118 IQ on record for an adult. And I also passed HS without any help, played soccer, made average grades and scored decently on the ASVAB. I didn't even have a parking ticket before I joined. Yeah, I know you made me retarded, labeled me everything bad. It's a really weird experience. You argued with me about what it is, and I couldn't even get a word in to agree, but you made me this way and it's a certain way. What are/were you trying to accomplish? If it's simple punishment, I'm fading to where I don't get it. This is wrong. I guess not wrong, but pointless.

You guys are going to have to find a way to just make it so that the money doesn't come to us, not damage us to different diagnosis or frame us. I'm gonna marry Putin, and I gonna hit on him in a bar thousands of miles away 'cause I got intelligence. Now that one was an epic of "Burn Like Brilliant Trash at Jackie's Funeral." So I had a crush. Wahoo, but I wouldn't ask him on a date like you framed me doing. I told you that if you label anything as anything, we'll all be anything. Why is everyone exactly the same? Because there's profit in that.

After all of that I did give you what you wanted, "Touch, Peel, and Stand." I'm a Traitor with a capital 'T." No, i'm the one you could get to, but you can't even balance your budget. Way to beat the poorboy.

Why don't you have the control, the power? You have the gun. Is it not big enough? Get a bigger one if you want to rule. Just because I do echolalia doesn't mean that I agree. LOL I'm mocking that. I asked if I was autistic, and they said "no."

This is absolutely ridiculous. You all should be unemployed because you are truly stupid. I'm demented. I want to be revived. I demand it.

Let me be manipulative to get out of this. I'll do anything. I guess I'll be like you.

I'm going to do what everyone else does. I want to whine about odd social issues that are irrelevant and use them to garner worth. I have plenty. I'll use angst and irritation to power myself beyond the other laymen. I can hate more.

I want to spread my schizophrenia, the crime of the "innocent." (I don't have schizophrenia anymore; I have cyanidephrenia.) The gods surely punish us well for out thoughtlessness and vernacular. The dirge cries with our patheticness in a moment of understanding. What's right, what's wrong? They confuse it in society's moral compass -- irrelevant to the stars. We are confused and destined dead, the isolated primate, and the gods rejoice in this, for to such pathetic beings it is proper that all good is a mortal's self-hatred.

(Yes, we serve dominance; look up primates before you judge my thought process that is normal if it exists; it is the result of normal natural law.)

The children sleep
as the gods play games
You know it's always been the same

The ocean creeps
as the mist makes haze
You know it's always been the same

Why are all the gods against me?

I've decided that I want to be accused of necrophilia by our gang government. Why not kidnap me and try to undo this? You'll have "good" soldiers suffer from this on the battlefield, good people. You're going to have to help them. Even if I was a traitor or a terrorist or Miss "Rose," there are legal ways of dealing with it.

Here's my Tale

Once upon a time, there was a homely girl who had a crush on an evil dictator. He briefly became her reality because she was demoralized right when this crush occured, and so they had a magical existence together on Planet X. The girl wasn't educated enough to know that she'd been demoralized, and she thought it was real. Not that Putin and this girl were dating, just that Putin became God to this girl. Long story short, it wasn't Putin but it was Putin.

It was a conflict of interests from the start in the sane world. The girl was evil because she had resources as a pariah, and the intelligence service was good because it was trying to keep its theories of social control afloat along with rid the world of this waste, so they descended upon this disease of decent society to redeem the world from filth and thus be the epitome of good.

This broke the evil girl's heart because even her imaginary world was mean to her, and she knew that the incident meant more than a single day; they were watching her, waiting for her to make a mistake because they were trying to steal her dollar and create a political incident to garner worth and attention to their remedial, mundane careers.

Why I Don't Like Capitalism

Capitalism is supposed to allow individuals to bank off of their talents. Industry is to be shaped by these capabilities and the design is to be such that competition creates profit through diversity and survival of the fittest. However, it seems that the market is dominated by big names and logos and that popularity is forced through conquering bullies. Perhaps I'm too simplistic and overly set on the oppressed (truly oppressed, not whiney bitches that haven't done anything to deserve) supposed minority, or perhaps I'm being egocentric and pissed off that my script was stolen from me instead of allowing me to be on Jerry Springer where I "belong." I need to capitalize off of this, guys.

Give me that script. I'm not embarrassed. I want to know what you were asking, and I want to express my white trash talent. I guess I was honest, but there weren't any Russians at the window :P

No, I don't want to hurt anyone for real, literally. But they sure want to me.