Owning Up, Lessons and Outsiders

Musical gangs are setting up traps for us instead of using the technology in responsible ways.  They want to play Roman suicides with us and feel special and powerful themselves.  They give a few people goodies and leave the rest of us to "witches" and "wizards."  On that note, we are at a point in time where we're going to have to steer our destiny.  One of the main concerns is to forget they are machines and mistake them for reality.  They hunt people like me, the losers, to sell their product or gain influence.  It's ridiculous.  

They are trying to kill me.  That's how you pay off student debt in commie time.  Healthcare was Mao's steel and using free speech to get rid of free speech should be a crime, but even that contradicts itself.

Oh, great Lords of the sacrificial fire, hear my lament as I am hurled to Hell.

They are also invading our homes and using the excuse we have to be taught by our masters.  Not really, karma will come to you.  I have many flaws myself, and I've changed to reflect the new experiences I came into and will continue to find.  We're all on a journey in life.  

Has anyone gotten a letter from me?  It's how I used to deal.  No one would listen to my words, and my parents were unable to teach me or guide me through.  I was despised much of my school days, and I became demoralized due to stress and being powerless with no future or hope.  When I got out of the army, my former friends were like, "I don't know you" essentially.  They would hang out with each other.  I sent them messages about how I felt. Of course, they didn't care and disappeared. 

Now I stay away from most people because they deserve to have good lives and not be on the stone I am to justify whatever they do. 

The psychotronic people (Sally's Song Universal Hall Pass) told me what they said about me and tried to get me to act.  I was like, yeah, a sad song.  I don't belong.  Human interaction is not essential.  I kind of learned this before.  I didn't wake up then.  I bought into special ed making me a super special star.  If you complain, you will go to the room and face other fatal consequences.  I was certainly not an equal.  Oh well, I made it through and don't have to go back.

So we'll get to the gangs that try to teach us again.  For one, I don't crave fame, I'm not trying to marry Putin, and I've never touched a child.

They weren't even on the same wavelength of my real problems: I'm immature, slow and annoying to be around when I complain about my problems.  People want winners not losers.  Still, I do not like being on the sacrificial altar.  It's up to me to get down and beat the demons or live as I do, apart.

Just watch out for the people who say they care.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zv-sdTOw5cs tears from Madonna.  "God Control."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAVx9RKaLPU humanity.  It's our future, not just hers.  "Nothing really Matters" by Madonna.