What the Hell? Yeah, Hell I've been Through

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3gjDKrOku8 This is God apparently.

I had to deal with these people in Virginia.  I'm a crowd favorite.  One, I was in the middle class or just white (don't make me explain the white middle class and its habits).  Two, I live alone and do not socialize.  I am a pariah, and I don't conform because society has no place for me.  I went out for Chinese tonight and the waitress was surprised I would eat alone.  I can't associate with people.  I told her I cried myself to sleep every night and took a bite of nasty tofu.  I hope that was good for me because it was not good going down.  Get used to it, fatty, right?

They kept drilling for reasons and still do.  I was going to go to hell for stealing ice cream growing up from my mother.  Eventually they said they were going to kill my sister if I didn't kill myself.  Now I know better.  They'll do whatever they want.

The last thing they have on me is that I've smelled my underwear and like the scent.  Am I supposed to say I like the smell of pussy?   Okay, whatever. I'm an animal. Plenty of men will pay for that, but I've never had non-robot sex.  They jacked up my backthoughts in Virginia, which was interesting.  The reason I stayed in Virginia was because the agent in the mental ward said he was following me.  They did all sorts of odd things.  They tried to make me a pedophile.  That was so annoying.  I hate them, and I can't wait for this to end.

They played what other people said about me, and I was like, duh.  I know.  That's why I'm alone.  I don't fit in.  I know Marilyn Manson gets to slice and dice me later for whatever reason.  I can only suggest antipsychotics.  You need help. You are very sick.

I've been through a lot, and I feel sorry for these poor people who have strong emotions.  That was so mean to do to someone.  I might not get the video of "Outsiders" Directors cut.  I will try. Look it up or listen to the music.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KO3l733WRN0 "Outsiders" A Perfect Circle Director's cut.

In the end, it was like bring it on.  Like to see you survive 12 years (and relatives at home) of special education and test your self-esteem.  I'm used to this. It annoys me, and I was pissed I fell for the suicide thing.  One whisper of my emotion came back. I want to retire before I get dementia. I'm enjoying this decade.

Once every retard is dead, there will be world peace.  Listen to the retard call.  We're dangerous. ;) lol . I need a satellite of my own.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SiyTs5pe5w Is it wrong?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8CFzzKkhjnw awkward music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXUbExPxUvs all day, 1000s