Tuesday, September 8, 2020

My Shitty Soul

 So, I'm blocked from Facebook because people can't read and thought I was using hate speech.  Use emotions to set off another herd. I'm not going to deny my shitty soul. I'm a piece of crap, but I've figured this out. It was bad programming for the corrupt, to move me.  Blue Stahli is somehow surprised by the fact I was racist.  I deny it like many white people.  They make me think blacks make bad decisions and are stupid.  They forced them to sin. I am also jealous of their school and screw myself over. They did that on purpose.  I deny being a terrible person like many others. Blue Stahli throws me under the bus for himself.  It's like, look in the mirror, buddy. I know your programming, which bothers you more than you bother me by reading my mind, which you can't handle. I'm getting out of Satan's trashcan.  You all will pay.

And yeah, Putin's possessing him because this is bad for us all.  And it's cool. I'm handcuffed to Putin for eternity.  https://news.yahoo.com/michael-cohen-explains-why-trump-040101059.html We're on this damn planet together, and no one else can do their jobs.  It's like, sorry, guys, but you're incompetent and that's a really bad idea.  I'm not brilliant but have been in the blowtorch enough to know better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YY8TQRERNA yeah, we're going to kill God.  That's why we're like, "fuck the patriarchy."  I hate my dad, and I make him so sad, hurt his feelings, and why do I do that? That's so mean, but my mom just doesn't understand.  It's not her fault.  You just can't enable her.  My dad let his friend in and he kept trying to get into my room, but that never happened, he said.  I have to like to sleep with a knife.  He attracts them to me with the stupid things he says.  It's so funny to screw up my life. Call my command or send me expensive gifts because I'm so spoiled. I get gaslighted or manipulated.  The psychotronic people think I'm bad and should respect him. He's such a man.  That'll get me killed.  It's like, they'll rip me apart. Why the Hell are we there, you debt bastard? Who the Hell are you?, yet no one ever stops him. He's the luckiest person I've ever met and totally oblivious.  He has some sort of gift. I'm going to possess them to call security and get you out of heaven. Of course, May has HIV, and he uses other "good nature" to survive.  I can't kill him or I'll hurt someone else.  He'll appeal to their weaknesses and manipulate them while inflating his righteousness.  Then he has issues with work because he's stupid, yet somehow manages to have a good vocabulary (random gift), so I pay for his failures and he rants.  He also tries to destroy me to keep me near him.  He has issues with abandonment, wah, wah. It's just terrible that he was adopted, a poor victim and my grandma was mean to him.  No, she wasn't. She let him get away with everything and spoiled him rotten. Everyone abandons him because they want to survive.   Let's go drive drunk a bunch or do other stupid things.  It's like, how in the world do you manage to survive? Oh, I'm the bad one because I fight his stupidity. Sometimes I get frustrated and just scream. But we should work on making happy families and getting along. Zombify me, so I do what he says. He's destroyed my life so many times because I have morals, or I used to, fuck him.  There I go to my grave.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Msu_fvRmP3Q Team psycho. God, I'll do anything to get out of here.  Make him fucking hang himself, Putin.  Okay, so not, but it's frustrating.  If he could fall off a cliff, it would be the best solution for May, who is a good person.  That is if his debt is greater than his life insurance policy.  Harlan, my brother, has no family. I can't take care of him.  Dad knows these things, sick bastard, and knows I can't just destroy him. Do you see my problem here?  Of course, the psychotronic people are so emotional and "moral" that they don't want to know reality nor are they professional at all.  It's like, look at what dumbass is writing.  I blame Thailand at this point.  They sacrificed their poor girls, nothing person, so they should pay for them to get pills for their diseases.  I'm also in a brothel, but that's not right according to the dumb bastards who are so moral. What do you think is going to happen?  It's like, they had no choice.  It isn't personal.  Just like if Putin really needed my resources, he'd simply slaughter me, not torture me. Of course, he might be nice and just take the check or something else humane, force me to go back to my family. He's not going to pull the wings off of butterflies. It's inefficient. he might have to kill a few journalists who try to say it's inhumane or wrong somehow, something stupid, a fireball or bomb for him. The goal is to do the greatest good for the most people.  The US, fairytale land, has doomed itself to be evil, ignorant, by having so many rights and humane laws.  They've gotten demonic and confused.  It's like how they're burning people instead of books.  Which is worse?  Jesus Christ.  They are circumcising my brain. I'm going to cut my genitals out, fuck your rights, if hope dies painless, Rome.  He possessed me.  May I fuck the golden penis. I can't help but think.  We serve dominance and we mate with it. That's how we've evolved.  That's also how we develop morals. Boy, do I worship the Lord. And yes, I'm a whore-able person from Satan's trashcan. My dad tried to groom me to be corrupt. His dominance and morals are death. I get torched and learn.  I try to crawl out but my thoughts think themselves, and I just laugh and do the opposite.  They are having us worship the sewer. I'd rather evolve in Russia. Get me out of here, Putin, and fix me. My grandma is freaking out. Oh well. I don't even care about talking anymore.  Please, help, God.

 She's figured it out after being torched, too.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0D_dYh5EKc&t=32s She will survive. They have her on drugs to try to stop her. She's like, things that happened were bad ideas and found God, a healthy thought process.  I found Putin's brainwashing, oh Lord. She's trying to undo what they did to her, but they don't want her to because that's how they keep us down.  They won't let us cycle and want to stay up in Babel forever. I hope they end up with Paradise lost. They will in the end. They can't escape the world. This is a bad idea. Keep her down in an eternal prison by blaming a past life (her sins of innocence, she had no choice) and by isolating her.  Creative solutions, oh yeah. I love her art. It's real.  We want to make art, but it's all about them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxpXPizp60Q I've disgraced myself. I'm a whore-able person. I will develop better morals, dammit. 

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