Going to Prison this Summer

 So I've decided that I will figure out a way to go to prison.  Hopefully, I can take my nook and laptop for like one hour a day.  If not, whatever.

I'm not going to kill anyone.  I think I am going to damage property, probably in a nice McMansion area. 

I don't want to be free only to be ridiculed and laughed at and to constantly have to adjust my sleep cycles. I'm tired and I want away but can't get away from my "choices."  From Blue Stahli, from all of them.  

I hate freedom.  I hate humans.

I wish I could slap my controller and kick him a bunch for letting this happen and all the stupid people they send after me on the internet.  They haven't harassed me in person for a while but used to.

Enjoy waiting forever for nothing.  You'll drink a bottle of liquor and ponder when it isn't a mystery, just a vanity you block with your mind.

Yes, why don't you ask Putin what happened to the people he bullied?  Of course, he pays now in his golden prison.  Like everyone else, just laugh and ignore me.  I try to make people understand. It's pointless. Sorry, I want someone to care just once.  Words to express agony, not literal thought.  I don't need 5 million dollars.  I need a hug.  No, I can't feel love nor any emotion besides my heart hurting or crying.

I'm not like that, but I should be.  I just screamed at people who smiled at me.