Marilyn Manson - Eat Me, Drink Me [My Abuse Video]

Mass Entertainment With Us... You obviously can't handle it...

I'm Not helping You Defame or Drag Putin into the Street... I Hate You More...

 Just die.  Do.

Like I said, I will do nothing for you. You are terrible leaders.  I know I wrote about Putin, and those were the posts you pulled up.  Putin is busy and ignores what he doesn't have to deal with because he has a gusher coming at him 24/7.  He ended up being annoyed by Navalny's sneaker wave.  Did everyone forget Navalny?  Ukraine hit Putin harder.  

 You are the leaders of my country and tortured me for stupid reasons.  Then you chased me, and I had to keep going to the expensive hospital. I was blamed for that, too.  The doctors wouldn't help me.

You're killing young people.  If you want the money, then find a way to take it besides death.  What were you like between 18-25?  You have mass surveillance to catch cheaters. Anytime money is involved. Of course not. The righteous lead, right?  At least Putin isn't stupid and self-serving.  

Britney Spears, while I like her music, is an inconsiderate bitch. Sorry, girl, but I was recovering from Marilyn Manson's weapon and many others.  

Marilyn Manson likes to feel powerful and connected.  Wahoo.  Regimes change.  

Zheani throws temper tantrums all the time and lies about where she was from or has mixed opinions on "daddy."  Listen to "Dirt Bike" and then "Ghosts."  That Asian chick looks disgusted and surprised.  In her culture, it's different. I know I'm not number one, I grew up in a large family.  It wasn't always about me, rarely is.  They project, deflect, and do things they feel make them psychologically clever. Nope, you have the gun.  That's your wisdom.

I've decided to keep talking to this wall

 Today, I'm going to talk a little about influence.  In my life, I've let way too many people influence me.  Part of this is poor socialization, and part of it is me being too stupid to go with desperate people when being alone is better.  Yesterday, I made the mistake of going after Saweetie, not that she heard me.  I do think she's talented and pretty.  Nothing about that.  It's just the influence I let certain people have over me.  They will point out all my flaws and say I want her spot. No, I do not.  I'm not a big people person, I'm not talented, and really, I do my hobbies like writing.  I don't think I'll get anywhere.  If I did, I'd have to fight my relative off with a stick. He'll do anything for five cents or power.  You have to cage him against it due to his "rights."  He always finds a way to do the most destructive route possible, and you can't do anything back.  It's annoying.  Most of the family simply wants him to stay away for this reason. We've learned.  We exiled him to California.  The slimeball will slither back, I'm sure.   

Tap your phone line and then try to use it against you, but we all know he's doing it, so we avoid him.  

This is someone I do not want in my life.  It's difficult because I care about my brother and stepmom.  He knows this, too.  

Freedom of speech, asldfkja.  Back at you!

Celtic Ambassador REALLY doesn't want to meet the Romans...

Sweatie (Saweetie apparently), Aspen, And Shantelle: My Favorite Place--Rant Unconfirmed.. Not that anyone cares. I can't find the song now.

 Oh well, sorry https://genius.com/Saweetie-pretty-bitch-freestyle-lyrics

Nobody cares anyway.  I should have looked it up. Yes, I know that I'm no one.  I don't care.  Despite the fact that they try to make the "outcasts" and "disabled" conquer in the movies, it rarely happens that way. I chill in my group home with Mr. Keiko.  I didn't know how lost and all the time I'd wasted until I started reading the Quran. I'm not Muslim. The Quran and remembrance were their duties.  I will fail the tests of Allah, the real ones.  I hope I'm at least spared judgment day.  Let anyone be thankful for that.

 

Grew in Health With Putin: Grew into Slight Motivation With Durov

 So I spent a good deal of 11 years writing about, chasing, and amusing myself on wards with Putin.  It made me become healthier after all the negative stuff they throw at us to keep us down and in our graves.  I even had a normal feeling of being safe and cared for.  Putin was my Jesus.  He also knows that I can't keep my mind straight.  This has happened several times operation-wise.  What they're doing is sick.  I mean, America has, indeed, dehumanized me, and they get mad when I putter something out like that I'm a piece of shit on the clearance aisle.  They'll say, "That's not true. Stop feeling sorry for yourself." The devil feels sympathy for me by this point.

I started to like Durov after Putin aged out of my range. When I like a guy like that, I care for myself and dream while making better choices, like trying to look nice next to the water fountain or by the knombs. I don't think we'd be together, much as I want to be, because Russian officers can't marry foreigners.  It's against Russia's laws. I guess anything can happen in Russia, but it's unlikely.  He knows my brain is fractured after all they did to me. I was one of many before they butchered the friends inside my head.  I'm sure Daria would love a former hypersexual pedophile (didn't touch them, but what they did to my brain, messed it up badly) around her children. Most moms would be like, OMG no, especially with a head injury and schizophrenia.  I have had random people try to get me to watch their kids when I'm walking around.  It's like, um, do you know that I have schizophrenia and brain damage. I'm also a security risk because I wander and have a weak, damaged mind.  I also look terrible.  I am going to exercise more in the group home.  

In other news, I found a couple of my yearbooks and trashed them.  In the ones I had, there was no smile for a good reason.  I'll admit, too, that I signed my own yearbook and wrote, "Too cool" next to my picture.  I know someone else who does that... the last generation shall end the world!