So I've always been unpopular. I can't remember a day when I wasn't. I think it's just the way I am. I don't click with the others.
I still don't think it's an excuse to treat me poorly. I'm tired of people constantly singling me out for their various agendas, usually corrupt.
Like I know Putin picked me because of the experience I'd had. Don't think the man was merely pulling random straws out of the hat. He knew that I could tip the odds in his favor if he used me correctly. Not that I think I'm important. "I" never mattered here. That is what everyone missed.
I am disappointed in myself at the end of the day, however. I didn't behave well, properly, and I sincerely regret my actions. They were inappropriate and classless.
Death should come before desperation. I have shamed myself.
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