Struggling With Schizophrenia: Inside Out

I wish they would have fixed this but not have left me an idiot. They did the procedure more than once (the girl in my head, and those who know what I'm talking about, know what I'm talking about). I'm also disturbed that I know about it. I feel like I don't have control, and it makes me mad, like they took something from me. I want to hurt them. I would rather have never heard her, the one that talked to me, never known that they edited me. I feel like I lost something, like they punished me. I feel abused, especially after watching the videos about it.

I still think we should go to court to have it done to us so that they don't do it more than once, and they don't do it in an abusive way.

Sometimes, ignorance is bliss. It was almost as cruel as placing hope in Putin. I know he never could, but the possibility hurt. Temptation...