They fixed the page, Yahoo did

I'm no longer getting a phone call from Putin in suggestions. (His torture.) yes, they play that game, just like when they put the electric chair there, for example, and other crap.  

I don't have any fame, no major views.  If they are going to use Alina and not even use a "correction" in the search engine, I shouldn't be in the search results.  I'm not even relevant.  I don't have any rank on the internet. "Kaela" means nothing.  "Kaela Creighton" would locate me.  Putin made me a fucking star with the spies. 

This is why I'm requesting a settlement from Putin. All these people attacked and attack me.  I want my dignity back.

They're never going to stop unless I make them.  It's so annoying. I'm just a human. 

I'm a little paranoid with this one, but you should have seen what they originally brought up.  

"Putin Kaela" Search on Yahoo AGAIN

So, I've had to fight the internet a few times, especially yahoo that used to pull up the electric chair and weapons when I typed in "Kaela Creighton," but they've moved away from that.  I have to check these things because I have to predict the next attack.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?p=putin+kaela&fr=yset_chr_syc_hp&fp=1&toggle=1&cop=mss&ei=UTF-8&type=yset_hpchrbanner

Now I have Yahoo comparing me to Alina with this link, search, "Putin Kaela."  Once more, this is a sick game the elites and the government play on me. yes, it destroyed me in my 20s at work and now I'm on welfare because it was such a big deal I had to be destroyed.  I was a young female getting ready to breed.

He has two daughters and had to do that to the retard kid. I'm used to it. Baby fever threw me off, but I get it now.  Sorry, I'm branded with labels and have no money, so no daddies for me.  Well, they'll use me as a whore and won't pay, so bye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xlijyn3j8E

Oh my God, a female has a sex drive.  I'm sure they were fucking couches and cougars at that age.

 I think they need lobotomies for being RIDICULOUS!  Of course, I am not worthy of the golden dick, but I'm attracted to him. Well, I'm not attracted to his arrogance or personality, but I like his body.

Putin is my porn.  I no longer have sexual desire due to my meds (and will eventually get circumcised to get back at them and start that game for us poor girls who will have issues with these "rules"), but I used to masturbate to his officer photo and the one when he was 24 in 1976.  It's nothing but a celebrity crush.  You want to CALL me or push me out a window?  I don't think any form of torture could be worse than the last ten years.  I know you couldn't handle it, but you're Mr. KGB who essentially made coffee for a living as a paper pusher.  Maybe if you would have ever had a real job, you would understand a little better the flight of us "losers" at the bottom with us tards and poor people.  Enjoy living in a museum with Alina.  Sure, you chased rats in an apartment, but your country made sure you had opportunities, and you skipped out of construction work and got a check to go to school.  Damn welfare abuser.  Let's put him on the internet for a day.  He needs a little deflating. 

Putin should give me the settlement, but he is scared of me apparently.  Wah, wah, to you, too.  You have too many emotions. Want a lobotomy, Mr. Dictator?  You know what you're good for.  Roll over and let me climb on top.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0D_dYh5EKc

Quick Rant About 2013

I needed therapy after special education.  I should have been hauled in for those things.  Sure, it'll feed my shitty friends' egos to know I was destroyed.  It's on me, too, because they were terrible friends anyway.  I put up with it due to low self-esteem then wondered why I was abandoned. They don't care about me.  I couldn't feel emotion then or now, but my thoughts were angry.  Have you ever been angry?  Yeah, stop condemning me and my youth.  It's gone now but yeah.  I'm down with Walmart in the future, so few actually succeed in life beyond a mediocre fate.  It was just shoved in my face that I would work fast food and low wage jobs while everyone else would be great.  Thanks, special ed!!  Psychos R US afterward.  No one really got anywhere.  Plenty of other youths do drugs or crime, but I was dealt with in an extreme mannerism.  I don't even have moral judgments anymore.

In special ed/school in general, they blamed me and made life miserable, so I didn't develop properly. The only thing I can think of to help is to screen our mental health with IEPs.  Some schools do a great job, but many do not.  Why do you think we're failing, Placebo?

Everywhere I comment, I get the same arguments and abuse.  "You can't save them all," "It's a waste of effort," "they take time away from the smart kids."  Many people believe this, including those in authority.  It's annoying.  Let's not even talk about my home life.  Wah, wah, exploit it.

I went psycho in the army.  It was coming.  They med boarded me out and Marilyn Manson had issues with that as well--and Rob Zombie.  It never ends. 

I'm Done Ranting

Not that I have anything better to do as a thought criminal.  Yeah, the special ed schizophrenic chick was a real risk.  You are clowns and fools.  As a peasant, nothing in my mind will surprise you. Go read some reddit responses before you feel uber cool with your mind-reading technology.  Nothing new under the sun.  I can't believe you thought I was too smart. lol

Go entertain yourselves with someone else and have no impact nor any helping hand to society. Why would you be corrupt?  It only bites you back.

I have to wait for them to be able to fix my brain, which will be in the next five years.  Heaven forbid I be productive.

You guys were just picking on me.  I'm used to it.  One day, I'll have a brain and be able to find ways to contribute.  Until then, you can enjoy feeding me.

On Zee Ground

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikW4qaGYrnM this is how I feel about schizophrenia.  It's annoying. You're focused on making me a zombie while the others want to use it to be creative.  I guess those are my negative symptoms.

I won't survive in this wicked world, and you can't save it from burning.  It's the human condition. You're just making flesh robots to serve the privileged.  It will drag us down.

If you could fix me, even damaging my IQ, why didn't you do it while I had a life, not tortured me, and not spread out all over the internet? So that I can be homeless and suffer for sins when you've made me a happy idiot? You make no sense, a cause of dust.

  You can't handle the power, and I should have a say in it.  It's my mind.


Now I'm a happy Beetard.  I know the 8.5 months of me crying for mercy didn't help.  They just made it worse.

You can't help to brag about how good you are, and your purpose, can you? All your goodies...  That's why you're going on the ground. All you're going to do is burn me with that crap, the burning you preach about.  Why?  Do I want it? Of course, but I'm stupid enough to serve your cause as everyone else rationalizes their denial, goodness, and fear.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY I'll keep going like I do.  You will never conquer my will.  You couldn't even contain a retard nor analyze your threats.  Good luck with world peace.  It's just world piece, isn't it?

BTW, there have been "immortals" crawling out of ancient civilizations since we began, just like the shaman could read our minds since then.  You aren't the all-powerful, have-alls.  This isn't new.  There's a reason they aren't celebrities nor promising it.  I'm sure we'll eventually get life-extensions, but to promise it will have a bad reaction. 

Being Shoved Underwater By Breaking Benjamin

Nope.  I still hate all of you.

I want an "I'm sorry" for Virginia. It's cool. I'm trying to humble Putin as well.  If you flaunt it, you will be haunted.

You couldn't have just nailed me in the mailroom when I had a life, had to make a big deal out of it and trash me out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtPfrhVtZZo&list=RDgtPfrhVtZZo&start_radio=1 as far as they're concerned X_X, they need a more educated worldview.  The world is not ending.  It's just another day in paradise and interests.  Everyone is fighting battles.  You earn money and power by doing good works, not exploiting others for your causes.

https://books.apple.com/us/book/gina-and-the-end-of-the-world/id1331658822 That's why I wrote this book.  Gina's world was ending.  Kaela's world was ending.  Just had to be assholes.  So what I'm stupid?  That makes me even less worthy of attention.  I don't matter, but it's a big deal if someone can profit off of it.

Another Poem For Marilyn Manson

Beauty!
And I'm the beast
Sex, sex, sex
Get on your knees
Defeat
Me
Fuck feast.

It took 15 seconds.