And All That You Ever Learned, Try to Forget ~ Madonna

I did terribly on the global functioning test. If I ever work again, you're going to have to know that I'm defective. My ability to reason abstractly is what saved my IQ score.

I couldn't name animals, have long-term memory problems. The weird thing is I could remember some of them in Russian, but my brain is all mixed up.

Thanks, Madonna. You're really my special friend now :P Enjoy paying my bills while I just wander around. I have like this obsessive desire to move.

I guess that you could kill me in June "Death in June," but I'm everywhere now. Oh no, you get to take care of this bundle of joy. I got in the 7% and 3% with the tower test. Retards outscore me. Monkeys outscore me. That shows my lobotomy. My overall IQ is 116 with a 115 performance. Like I said, you don't need all of your brain to complete that test.

I'll explain that I have a lot of problems, Madonna. 100 problems. And a bitch is number 1.



"Intellectual functioning is in the high average range."

Deficits are typical for those with schizophrenia. blah, blah, blah. Something about subcortical pathology.

Here's a part of the notes:

"Intellectual funcitoning is in the high average range. Her strengths are in the areas of verbal comprehension and perceptual reasoning. Although working memory was a weakness for her, it was still in the average range. Attention is largely intact, although she did struggle with a task that included visual distracters. Test of language indicate average functioning in this area, although Ms. C had some disparity in fluency, and semantic fluency was in the borderline range of impairment. Fluid reasoning and visual spatial constructional abilities were all in at least the average range. However, executive functions were inconsistent and there were deficits in the are of set-shifting and inhibition. Additional areas that suggest impairment are largely related to the domain of memory, specifically long-term memory without context, which was in the severe range of impairment.

The weakness apparent in fluency may be accounted for by Ms. C's deficits in speed of processing and mental control. The discrepancy between her scores in semantic and phonemic fluency is consistent with those that would be expected from cognitive contributions of schizophrenia."

It says that my affect is blunted but that I appeared to get nervous during the test a few times. I'M NOT NERVOUS. My entire body is filled with this really weird feeling, and it difficult to sit still. In order to focus my attention, I have to really, really put effort into it or my mind just goes blank and I'll speak gibberish. I put effort into that test. I'm trying to become independent. On that video, 9Xn, you can hear what I call "the glitch" where I just start losing focus. My voice tone will vary. Some days, I can control it better than others.