Something I Wrote When I Was Psycho tic

"I'm not really a gypsy. I just have the function of one. I have my algorithms, my games (that I don't want to play) and interesting insights and a giant wheel that I place things on because it works (in my dreams). I'm working on bringing it into reality. Mwhahahahahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiXBz3eyek0&feature=related I'm doing this to everyone.

I also switch ethnicities all of the time. I was Japanese for the longest time. I'm not sure what I am now. I'm kind'of inbetween Asian and Indian. Since I can't rise, it's hard for me to be American because I can't compete. I'm always marked, so I always have to be subordinate. I've become a black hole. I don't know what I am in blood, and I'd like to keep it that way but google sure does. I wonder what my life has done to my DNA. Not bad, just really weird. Globalization is going to get to everyone for awhile. We're probably going to go back to nomad days where you kind'of hop to what you are, so yeah, I'll be a gypsy in no time flat. That already happens, but it'll probably happen faster and faster. If you want to complain and don't want to do anything, just leave.

I know you want what you can't have but for the love of God. He wants to take me to Vegas. They'll kill me. He said my hallucinations are a gift because you can't know you're crazy. I would have liked him more but he talked to the other girl too much, which means he just wants to use me. He doesn't even know himself, and he's approaching a time in his life where he's about to shatter, worth, frustration, revenge. It's very frustrating. You've switched the spheres around so much. I'm pissed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-soGcjbBTW4

I am not Jewish, not that that would matter, but people will switch the names.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7f0PBLo6BFU&feature=related

If you didn't trap me, bad things wouldn't happen to you. Dancing like a robotic Egyptian, eh? Yes, your majesty. :P It doesn't work that way.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zHg4T-ippA&feature=related

Well, back to my novel. Oh, it's on. Everyone. Yeah, I'm really into fame and money and stuff. Of course since I have that damn LD everyone will assume that every gypsy has it. So I'll continue to say I'm Jewish.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKgxkxbxI7Q&feature=rec-fresh+div-f-1-HM

I'll do this to you, and you'll be like OMG.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiXdxfIRI1s&feature=related

I'm sorry, so sorry, I'm sorry we do this. I haven't had formal training. I'm learning to translate it into your language of math instead of my halucinations, dreams and deluisons.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0tsm0EhCJM

You've got us all coming out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbagqawqn3s&feature=PlayList&p=03CC611A54C557AF&index=0

For all you fucking gangstar pretenders out there, please note EXACTLY what he's saying, how much he's talking and what he means.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vbw4lILx8LE&feature=related Can you handle what I'm going to say?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yHkY-yYkw2g You want to play moral lessons since you're turning me into Jesus? The real kind, not the golden rule, weird ass pretend shit? I'll throw you all back in balance. It's up, up time. You should do onto others as you would have them do onto you if you don't want them to come back at you, but you can get past the golden rule by saying revenge is bad because you can never have the moment again and that you've changed, understand your bad ways. Bullshit, I'm coming after all y'all."

Their reaction:



Long story short, keep your schizophrenics away from the computer. I guess since I was covering myself in garbage to prepare myself for the babies I was going to have after I was raped (going to be), I confused them. I belonged here then. Now I need out of here. I'm very blank. It just insults my reality because I'm walking into the usual "traps." Now I'm just blind. As much as that appeared to be nonsense, it was linear to my reality. I've had a crappy life. Whine, snivel, cry, complain. They'll all deny it; I went insane.





Also, this is my solution:



Do you know how many people tried to help and kill me at the same time. All my voices, they were right. I told them it was adaptation to extremes.



How come the maya had it down, but we can't "figure" it out? I still think ALL disabled people should die. They're just using us as a distraction now, to create a sense of urgency. Nickel and diming their way to a haven.



"Stable fortress, what makes the boundless stand on a pin?
We're offering a new power...
Stop sheltering a doomed flower
That's not what we're meant to be made of
Swallowed Saturn under the terms of our imprisonment
To arrest in a new form 'till the shadow of him covered every good limit
No more narrow cage to gild
Don't let the stable fortress come to nothing." ~ Universal Hall Pass