Monday, March 19, 2012

In The Genes

I went and had my genes scanned.

Kaela Creighton

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Slightly higher odds of schizophrenia.

CT

Slightly higher odds of schizophrenia.

TT

Typical odds of schizophrenia

Or there was a small study of males, and if I were male, I would have a lower risk. However, "The authors also examined women but did not find an association." Now the higher risk was done on people of Japanese background, but it's interesting to note that I'm closest related to them. I'm J1B1B.

The only really bad thing I carry is this: Cystic Fibrosis--Variant Present

I am a little chubby, but that's from my medicine. I carry the gene for obesity, but I also carry a gene that reacts to exercise more than a usual person.



It's obvious that someone was in my backthoughts. I'm not playing games. I got a free lobotomy. They called me "Miss Rose." They kept telling me to hold still. No way. I'm part of the club, 10% remaining.

Exactly, but I'm not as vocal. I never stabbed myself, and I only clawed my grandma out of self-defense. I still have the memory of my emotions, so I still act the same minus that I'm not as enraged, and I'm confused all the time due to memory problems. I was happier like that though, the prior. Now I'm dizzy all the time. They've never seen me angry. Only the colonel that I lived next door too has seen me angry. I usually don't let it out. He was a weird one. He was really smart. I think he called the cops on me like two or three times. He was really nice though. That was after I was out. What happened was that I thought they were in my head, so I jumped on top of my car and ran around with a pot making a lot of noise then went inside my house. I was sick then, but I was fine when I was in court.

The biggest problem that I used to have was the rage. It would consume my entire body and like burn me to nothing, which sounds weird and is different from my current state. I'm much better now but not from the lobotomy, just that i'm healing.

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