So, schizophrenia has pretty much ruined me. My mind is shattered, I can't remember things, and I'm a loser at 29: no family, no husband, no job, little education, no dignity.
I have no future. I won't be able to work anywhere with sensitive information, like a doctor's office.
I spread on the internet to survive from Putin's influence. That happened. I have no idea how I offended him. I can only guess. I don't think I deserved all that. It was flamingly obvious I was schizophrenic. I use that to cover some of my sins, but not all. Some of it is me. Some of it is the disease, which has left me a shell of my former self.
I am a shadow. I still like being alive, thank you. I learned that after I almost died a bunch. SAW is real.
Anyway, I know I confuse other people. My brain is weird. It like connects to the dominate awareness and tries to guess actions. Pills stop the reaction. I have a very limited ability to understand various intentions, and it's gotten me into a lot of trouble.
For Putin's involvement, I would like five million dollars (after taxes) and the house on hideaway (after taxes). I want to hide in peace. I'll shutup then and ponder the world.
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