That Poppy and Marilyn Manson

Can't we just set up clinics?  You may be the cutest thing on the internet, but you come with some hidden venom.

Ouch.

To Marilyn Manson: Why is she allowed to have dreams and big eyes while I'm left for dead for merely expressing myself or chasing my humble dreams?   I finally lost it.

Get away from me.

As far as "Sweet Dreams" (MM)es go, I think it's sad when young women are so desperate they throw themselves into the arms of any man instead of their man.  It's a sign of moral poverty, which is not relieved by food stamps and carries a lot of social blame.

All I had was a crush.  I wasn't trying anything. 

I don't know why I attract all this stuff.  I don't get it.  I see everyone else...  +moment of self-pity+

There's Only One Way Out, Babe

I've had several interacts with the weapons, and they were ridiculous. These new laws are stupid.  It's free range for the unfortunate way.

.  Of course, I thought it was kind of neat at first.  My innocence was raped away, you could say.  They erased a good chunk of my mind to make up for their nefarious deeds.

   I know that psychotronics applications will balance out.  Reality can only bend so many ways, as Einstein said.  Jessica, whoever she was really, protected me by pulling my focus away.

  Regardless of the inevitably of these weapons, I still became frustrated because it's my mind, and they were trying to get me to go against my best interests.  For example, they wanted me to have a family.  Make your own babies. I'm not going to put a kind through my genes nor my environment.  Find another way to chain me to Hell. It's my fault if I let you.. My life would suck if I did half the things they wanted.  It's nearly impossible for me to focus in that world.

I don't understand why the stars are doing what they are doing either.  You have one group saying this then the other group goes after the opposite.  I'm now retarded in fluffy land.  Is this your paradise Madonna?  Poppy?  Marilyn Manson,? Lisa Gerrard?

Fuck off.

Just smile.

Putin wants to use these weapons for the good but then abuses me.  That's why we can't let these weapons carry on in a dirty secret sort of way.

We are but men.

New Whore on the Street Corner Killing Us

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqTQOSZWsLo Poppy, "Time is Up"


So, I think this song is about Trump leaving his legacy on the planet, all the natural disasters and such, and she thinks she knows better than anyone else despite the fact we haven't elected her, educated her and her only real skill is to push a button or fuck.

I don't belong to you, Poppy.

She's not my guardian, nor is she a doctor.  She is also almost as bad as Madonna at singing.

She makes her incompetence plural.

If I am responsible for the bees and ozone layer, and I'd love to ask Ms. Poppy some questions, then why am I not getting paid for it?  How much power does my retarded mind have?  If you're so good at saving the planet, why is it not saved by your glory?  I'm not in your way.  Go paint a crosswalk or be a real artist like Akiane who inspires us to be spiritual and to build a better place on this world.

I'm not allowed to vote, and I can't even listen to the people between they're so bad.  It's like, I control very little in this world, and I take almost nothing.  I'm a void in the game.  Sure, they give me money, but it means nothing because it goes straight back into the economy.

  I would like it if my being were respected a bit more.

Who are you to me?

Nobody.  I hate your face.

While it was not my place to speak about weapons, there are courts for a reason to deal with this, and the measures weren't appropriate.  I was just a confused, baby shooka.  I've been rather invisible in the world and didn't think things through. What you did to me was against our laws.  It's not just me crying because a cock came into my life and screwed everything up, like what you blistered from.

I have problems.

Anyway,

Freedom is what our constitution guarantees, and each generation has to fight for it relative to themselves.   They could have come after me in a logical way and brought  me back to life with the machines.  They chased and tortured me.  Why make the world more brutal instead of beautiful?

Madonna can send me a letter instead of starting even more shit up. Use your words, not your crotch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTmL2aMf9M8 I like this song way more.

Sharia Law

I'm not big into Islam, love the Koran though, but even they have lesser punishments than what I was given.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOABjtNMYXQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ue9KAm7kvzo

The Real Reason Putin Hates Me

Putin likes to play chess with the world.

I am not his pawn.  I'm the United States' player.

While he made the argument personal, he failed to mask his intentions. They're pretty obvious.  He wanted them to know about Patriotic Missiles, so he made me spread by continually attacking me.  I went up like I usually do.  THAAD became popular.  You're welcome, guys.

Sorry, Putin.

He also knows I will never have rank in society.  He feeds the egos of those who have rank.  If Campbell was in the special forces or an agent, having me fail would make her feel good.  Yes, she's stronger than I am, but she wanted to destroy me over Ford, speaking of bad intentions.  But I'm the evil one who has to have multiple lobotomies.

  Treating me improperly doesn't matter because I have no influence in society though.

He's an asshole, but I like the one I have now.  He's kind to me, and we go on dates in my hallucination.  The real Putin pales in comparison.

Why I Bitch Instead of Work

Well, first off, I'm completely destroyed mentally, socially and physically.  The machines made it so that I'm so blunted that it's difficult for me to think in the moment.  I don't know if Madonna knows now or not but stupid people are not easier to control.  They make messes and are chaotic.

Another thing is that I get sabotaged by others and am not allowed to succeed.  This is annoying.  I tried to get a job at Hardees a few years ago, and they came and "clogged" that.  We need to be put on lists so that we can find employment and our employers know that we are targeted individuals, so they won't be surprised when something bad happens.  They also took my book down off of amazon when it started becoming popular.  I'm still working on getting it put back up.  It's terrible writing, but the kids don't care.  They don't know any better.

It's hard for me to write like this.  My ability to connect with emotion has been damaged by my lobotomy.

Also, I feel like a great injustice has happened, and I'm not happy about it. I'm determined to either get a settlement or get even.  My soul is disturbed.

It's been a long battle out of hell.  We are abused in the US.  We should live in colonies with each other.  http://www.andwecanstopit.org/?utm_source=YouTube&utm_campaign=60second  Just an FYI.  Inclusion=abuse. I think they tried to include us to keep us alive, but they're killing us off in record numbers, so that's not a good enough reason.  We could sustain ourselves in colonies away from the public.  The morals they're using are a joke.  I know why.  I'm dumb but not stupid.

Picking On Kaela

So, I've gone over the numbing mind control machines.

They claim to be working for the good: "Prometo solemnemente/ Defender el bien/ Y luchar contra injusticia y la maldad."  --Rob Zombie "Feel So Numb."


They worked hard to make me bad.  I don't believe in their cause.  It's butchering the weak and vulnerable.

I was so out of it that I thought I had to save Aspen from the oligarchs because she had @_@.  She didn't want to be poor.  I remember that, and I didn't understand it at the time because I was taught to shun wealth.  She worked hard and became a doctor and wanted an equal mate, not an oligarch.  No hate her way, and I was in a compromised state then.  She was honest and not challenged by everyone for her beliefs.  I haven't been allowed to develop in a way that would align my character with my thoughts and reality.

I'm not the only one.  If you look on celebrity gossip sites, you see all the others.  Keep screwing yourselves over.  They still have brains.  Well, they can't think, but they have intact grey matter.

Retarded. Demoralized.  But it keeps them down. And they justify it to like their lives.  I'm not a big fan of ripping apart programming.

  I saved Miley Cyrus as well.  She's dating Putin. So is Britney Spears.   No, I don't believe that, but they worked hard to make me jealous.  It took a while, as I was in a special state of brain damage. Lala land.

I also thought Campbell was captured by Maya gods and that I had to save her because her DNA wasn't right.

It's sad when you try to do the right thing under such circumstances. 

I wasn't raised to process my emotions.  I would get angry then be condemned for it, deeply personal attacks.  Now it's a little too late.