Waste of Resources

Special Ed is like living Hell unless you're a vegetable.  My delusions saved me somewhat. 

They always blame us for things, and they use us for stupid causes that drain money.  In HS, I first went to an algebra 2 class where we colored, 'a class with in a class' on chemistry where we watched videos.  That teacher let me go to the library instead of to lunch and the class many days.  He was funny.  I had him for Geology as well.  He would get up there and say how he was teaching the one person who was listening.  He gave up every semester.  No teacher likes that job, but he wasn't abusive about it.

The system needs to change and push us into careers, kind of like Germany does. I'm not saying their system is perfect, but yeah.

For the love of God, children are still developing, and the brain can make up for shortcomings if intervention is done early enough.  However, wasting efforts on academic core classes is stupid.  It was like a "home of your own."  You'd have to be snorting crack to think those people could afford a house. They use us to suck funds from the government.  It's like how people who "help" with poverty take up so many resources.

My life is chaotic and unpredictable.

Same with school.

The problem is they squeeze us into a closet without windows, give us extra work, test the living shit out of us, and we are to bow to other students who are deserving of education.  We also have teachers who have to work with a hundred of different disabilities and have to be able to teach all subjects. 

I like to read textbooks, and I have a few obsessions due to abuse.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/devos-disabilities-web-site_us_58a0fd7ae4b094a129ec35b8

And, yes, I know some people will mature and be able to handle normal subjects.  That's why civilizations need things like the "Open University" in the UK.  Plus, you can work through textbooks on your own.  If you turn out to be a genius, then you'll just have to accept life isn't always fair.  Some get pushed under the rug for whatever reason.  We all have to fight to be free.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fVIh1MFWDVw I'm a failure... Damn Jamaican Eclipse.