Wednesday, January 18, 2017

The heat of a dead fire

I write these blogs to myself.  Well, I do for the most part.  I do get a little excited when I get views from a .ru site.  I'm a fan of Russia, and I love Putin now.  I've learned not to get my hopes up.  Most of that stuff is porn.  I clicked it once in error, but I can pretend.

I know that I was not very mature in my early twenties.  I'm not saying I am all knowing now, but I was blinded by many things.  I don't like how Putin rushed in and made a mess of all I had.  He's way above me, and his influence has meaning.  I know to him I'm a housefly by his coffee.  I'm annoying.  I want the settlement and house after taxes, so I can have something, too.  I've been taken out of the game, and I'll never recover from those blows.

You didn't have to make it worse, Putin.  I needed time to develop. 

The real.  The static.  The nothing.

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