Monday, January 13, 2020

Placebo's Special Needs -- Remember Me When You're the One You've Always dreamed

So, I lashed out at Aspen a few times and tormented her a bit growing up.  I'd given it up while I was dead.  She is better than me, but I have a small flame that's bound.  It's true. Don't be surprised if I'm depressed and don't feel like doing much.  Make me feel it and awaken a demon.  I can't have anything, you see.  Why would I work towards it?  You can flip me to care or not to.  Otherwise, I'm a peaceful demon with crappy poetry and wandering between shifts at Subway. If I don't have enough money, I won't have kids or be chained to Hell.  I'll wake up enough to avoid that without a curse.  It's impossible to follow these people.

 The controllers, the real ones, know what I'm REALLY thinking.  It's nothing new, but they are exploiting it for themselves and bad agendas, the new people.  The rich other-worlders want to destroy us, the ones we've welcomed, which is fine if you're watching but money gave them power here.  Oh well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsdeqOdkdTY Like the outcome or lack thereof?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmdA1N4nag4 he's part of the future zombie nation.  That's not a good idea.  We'll all be chained and do the same end because it has to be a certain way.
Honestly, this one is saying, "He'll kill the you in him."  I'll put him back to sleep with a curse, damn demon.

They played her voice in my head to cut a new scar -- Breaking Benjamin.  Growing up, I wanted her to be my friend because she fit and was cool, but she didn't want to be, not that she ever treated me poorly. She never did but avoided me, as we have different interests.

The school I went to, and my family, treated me like shit, so I was senteth upon her.  Placebo is destroying our minds to make us calm down instead of tracking and doing logical moves like seeing a counselor about who we really are, realistic dreams.  Wouldn't you be jealous if they're trying to kill you for not being good enough to someone else's dreams and telling you, you are a lowly turd in the wind compared to whoever?

Honestly, before summoned, I gave up and decided I needed to grow up, but they won't stop using us against each other.  You want the guns? I'm not killing Aspen because people care about her and will shun me with my automatic weapon.  I like her.  I hate you guys. I hope Marilyn Manson gets shot.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KWpuVrRek4  He won't get anywhere, but he's killing people who don't even matter for fun. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbpwdUW5DKw .  I prey upon him.

 There should be food for us, too, and maybe we shouldn't have children if we can't live independently.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY I'll keep going after them, Aspen, don't worry.  They think we're modern. lol

The old ones are sending out spells to destroy us, and it's gone a bit far. Elder god time. We have a civilization and a population.  They lost because they were asleep.  I don't want to live through their fate.  People are innocent and deserve a future, too.  I believe in putting the supercomputer at the UN and having our leaders discuss sustainable development for everyone or truly open dialogue.  Oh well, we'll figure it out eventually or torch Earth.  Can we handle the truth?  I don't know.  I know you can't escape the world, so if you keep trashing things out, you'll be trashed out.  Gold is useless without slaves.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmMm1TwYYns this one is annoying.  She's a not-not. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maFOKwWxLzM

 I'm not like the others.  We can burn her to purity or leave her there in the smoke to become delusional and possibly hurt herself or die.  She wanted to be famous, but it took a sour turn because of what she really is.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcWPqxCweuU . We all learn in the game.  It never ends, nobody wins. They took my humanity away from me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNf4-d6fDoY .  What are you guys using them for, Beck?  The elders are sending us through because we're all tied together.  I was summoned.  Stop being kooky with definitions.  They might kill a thousand of us in the process, but they still have to follow rules and keep a population healthy, which they are not doing now.  It's all about grabbing power or destroying us in some sort of revenge.

It's uncomfortable at first, especially if done in a rush, but most of us young (I'm kind of young but old for a woman) people are surrendering our freedom to privacy.  It's just to who that matters. We have to keep civilization alive.  You can only blame the lowest for so long before you have to actually do something, damn Nazis.  Look what happened to you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY bring it on. We destroyed the Soviet Union, and we can end civilization here as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHKncwkXsyQ they'll dance eventually. It never ends.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-sKHPyK9K0 a computer or many.  Often it is difficult.  Enjoy us.  There are many of us.

We're working on something big. We're destabilizing another pig.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzygdn9JyFc Just keep dancing, ladies.

 I'll be retiring to Subway after I'm done being a princess of death and destruction.  Plenty of Jedis and kung fu masters do the same thing.  Plus, if you're a princess, you need to have a second occupation.  And I like Chinese food, but I don't want to work there.  Do you guys like sandwiches? I sure do.  BTW, Putin nailed me by showing me I'm a woman, but I got around that.  Oh well. Do you like pickles or olives?  I <3 civilization and being humane or at least efficient sociopaths.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZYSiWHW8V0 made her nutty.  I'd break your chains.  You'd have to find something else to do though.  Maybe she's entertained.  BB can kiss it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yc5OyXmHD0w I prefer this song to the death spells, not that they'll get the right people.  I'll pop out.  They've also got to realize that the unlettered will figure this stuff out, so it's a good idea to brainwash us with school or to believe in something, not the crazy professors who serve other gods.  Oh well. It's not like it's my fault until you make it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdojnHySFGk . It never ends.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zHg4T-ippA I'm coming back for the last time.  That was my line.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PSWTDhHGt4 it keeps them going in a dream.  It's not like they can have money due to their karma and power.  That doesn't mean we all have to be desperate, just different.  And stop hunting those of us who fall out of a class.  You want us to fall and mix to free the black people. You want us to trade places, too.  Some people want to be in the middle class or whatever, and we take turns getting treats.  I couldn't care less.  I'm not very sexy either. Go ahead and tease me.  Anyway, you need Kali, but not in this destructive demonic way.  Do you actually want to help society, or can you handle that power?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp53irFjzYg this is what you're doing...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY here we go. Chant my name in not-nots-is.  Simple language, I guess.  I like civilization though.  I really, really like Putin.  It's only a slight problem, except for a dead overlord.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHwHVTlOQMk Really?  asdkfjasklf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY talk about a bad dinner date.  It doesn't matter.  We'll get around the definitions.  I tell ya, I don't think chasing Putin has been my favorite task.   askjfalksdjfll oh well. He was hot in 1976.  Do you guys have to be so kooky?  Be careful who you give power to, even a retard.  I feel bad for the ones at 1:13 They were peacefully dead and so was I.  We're all tied together.  By worshiping money, you gave the others power they'd lost in their own dark age.  You really have to watch. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqVGtHYxx4o .   I am an old cat lady. I am defining myself. I think I'll pass on sagging balls.  Hope that doesn't hurt his feelings.  He was rather annoying.  He hurt my feelings, but hey, I like abuse.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpb2-ZOzc_o here's what I do.  If only I had gone to counseling instead of missing my mommy's love.  Maybe I shouldn't have been a bitch to her growing up and she wouldn't have had a reason to shun me.  I gave her an excuse. I think it's cool to see them all petrified though, believing in something.  Random.  akjsdflasdkjfa;klsjf I'm annoyed with the dream givers.  While I might not have been a soldier, do you now understand why I wouldn't breed with my irresponsible thorn?  I'll go marry, Putin! @_@ That wasn't very nice to do.  I would have naturally gotten pregnant had you not played games with me. then I'd be chained to McDonalds/Subway (and two others) with the thing that pops out of me for you to torture and keeps me in agony.  You woke me up.  I will rebel against being treated horribly and illogically.  I hate you guys.  Way to bargain with the local tribes.  Congrats on all the demons you've evoked.  They got grapes, and I got cucumbers.  Let's talk about jealousy and how you invite demons if you don't let us deny ourselves and make us "true."  I did not want to be in the special forces, I did not want to be a spy, I wanted to kill you, and I succeeded.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ-saoiIzY enjoy. I have to survive and have instincts. Am I not dead enough? Incite me some more, and I'll define you, too.  All you guys are doing is getting in a pissing contest with us to prove what?  that you are fools?  My dagger? I'm going to build a supercomputer at the UN and create sustainable development.  We can agree to feed the monster to keep stability while working on real goals besides my sex life.  Let's see who wins this.

This is what you do https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8tbQgXyn1c . we know. Just release it. Now I'm no longer human, and I'm annoyed.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufqzK8OZJQE . We are definitely over.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIIovpUQiro as far as being everything my mate thinks in the mirror, I'm a whore in society or very low, apparently a breeding vessel for more demons.  I don't want his demons in me either.  I don't like the masons much.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh2LWWORoiM I found this boring.  I want a brain now.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vxnls0PbDOw&t=60s guys are so hard to please.  Look at the monster I made the next guy.  It's cool. They're just showing because we're all hitched together.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTydHDNa5lk could you defeat me?  Good luck. "Call me when you're sober" to "show me when you grow up and stop being so self-righteous. Do you need help?" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivGy1a7vjF0&t=244s Bring it on, you jerkwads.  You keep blaming me, and so I'll show you.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjQi1T6c_zE pretty much. He's all of those.  He stalks and wants to hurt people by spying on them.  He's an agent and a monster.  We don't want to be watched, and this is what we fear to see or seeing us.  There are monsters out there.  This is a modern-day wolf.  He warns people.  What danger watches us? a;dkfhja;kdsjhf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxsNnUAyfd4 they've got us all playing games.  Heaven gets boring. get, get, get . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkSZY9cUv5s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVWazHTunSI god killer. lol Too many people are vying for power, so we're disorganized and destroying.  Hurry up and learn everything, great future overlord. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjiazF1pijQ .  You'd be surprised by will and how to actually program people.

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