Saturday, May 2, 2020

Bored? Or Wants to Fail Due to Pressure? Or Something I Don't Understand That's Creepy... Drugs, PR

https://www.rt.com/usa/487635-musk-wipes-tesla-value-freedom/

My dad is kind of passively suicidal (not rich, just middle class, and incited).  He'll do dangerous things and become delusional or drink.  It's bad because he puts his whole self-worth into it.  It becomes a chain to choke him.   That's probably why they kill themselves.   And it's like, what is the purpose of it?  The rat race.

Then so much of the population is on welfare, and it's like, do you really want it all and to turn us all into demons while you slave away for no point but paper?  It's only good to wipe your ass with.  It's unhealthy to not work but many people can't afford to, can't believe I have to say that. Work is purpose.  I just can't handle ten billion jobs and all the new rules.  I drown.

It's better to spend the day at the beach than at a five-star hotel.

As far as they go... the greedy, power-hungry ones...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQvEBaLYHJE What they do makes me physically ill, too. it's like, I'm dead, we're dead, stop trying to kill us. I'm in the ground.  Enjoy your goodies.  They never stop coming. They will save the world by killing me.  A clusterfuck of stupidity.

Money is power for creation, but they're eroding us for themselves. Babel bananas.  To the ones who work and make things, it's like, congrats, you're competent and create a product for us all, but these power-hungry people are cannibals.  Destruction, corruption, and indulgence.  Eat me, drink me, bastards, to you, too.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aB39OqlJsm4 Pretty much. As they waste time trying to control the chaos they create.  We need competent leaders like Porter.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezSm9TLci6M Then what, guys?  What are you going to do when we're all dead and crazy?  Lobotomize the human race...  There are so many of us, too.  I don't want to crawl out the ruins of civilization for your vanity.  We have better things to do.  It's fine. We can play this game all damn day.  We will pop out and just say it and fight.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spitVENkpgw Sure you'll tell person a, they'll be rich and immortal.  Then you'll tell person b, that the no one but that person knows the answer, like Kaku who believes in democracy but resorts to bedroom surgeries to push his agenda. +rolls eyes+. You'll understand the supernatural when we all pop out to survive https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZpJSo7e2ZQ You couldn't even control me, so that shows your power.  It's pretty sad at the end of the day. In fact, it's pathetic.  You've made it a pretty sell with world peace and everything.  We have demon chicks like this to inspire with the notes of destiny.  Yes, you who dare, Lisa Gerrard, arrogant bitch.  It never ends. We dance the dances forever, each generation as we leanr more and more.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmebE-TotJU. My inner flame is dead, thanks to these people and the lie of peace.  I want to give Putin an erection. There were no Russians at the window, so your machine is bullshit. My big secret is that I want to fuck Putin.  I'm working hard for his dick. That's the end of the world apparently.  Wahoo, I'm a peasant, nothing will be surprising--or even interesting, but you hunt me and don't do anything productive, no impact, just more welfare recipients and human shells.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zHg4T-ippA. I'm not worth the effort, but since you insist, it will be my honor.  I don't understand why you just don't kill me for my money at this point. It's not about the money, it's about world peace +rolls eyes+ What is your actual goal with me? Do you have one?  You aren't into love and kindness, nor order and discipline, nor do you take responsibility or even understand what you're doing.  You're full of shit without an awareness.  I guess I would probably explode everywhere if you killed me.  That sucks for you.  I'm bored.  Time to dance.  Teach me another lesson, Lisa Gerrard or IC3PEAK, the pure hookers.  I'm very dirty and demoralized. I'm from Hell's fire.  I have had some amazing controllers, let me tell you.  They lead me to the best places ever. I'm infested by demons you have to defeat without changing my world. It's all my fault I fail.  If only I could eat more dirt. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHxunwKQTHE That's who I worship, Kali, and Satan, of course.  I don't waste my time with much hope.  I'd rather read and ignore all of you.  I have NO faith in God, trust me.  I waited for years with faith and lies and no one helped me.  You guys really cared when I needed help the most.  That headache sure hurt. Oh well. It probably is helping me fight your love and sunshine, and piercing me through the chest with agony. I'll never forget that.  I was possessed with desperation.  Who else would want to suck Putin's dick?  He sees a lot of it in Russia.  I know our corrupt elites aspire to his level of corruption and sheer stupidity.  Sorry about your population decliine.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGJaKeYwOFo When I was defenseless...  Of course, it was horrible that I called Amanda a bitch despite the fact she kept lying and was a crappy friend. It's all about Amanda.  Spoiled little shit. I should have ditched her a long time ago, but I accepted whoever I could, wouldn't want to leave anyone behind or not be their friend.  Oh and speaking of the disabled... Her mother just didn't tell her.  She was protected from it.  Going to kill her, Invalidy? She had water on the brain as a baby. Anyway, Campbell has some serious demons, and I was scared.  I was surrounded and paranoid.  Shadow stabbing.  Plus, she did some things over Ford.  I told her what he did, and she blamed me.  Aspen is the only innocent one that I've reacted to. Sorry, they kept comparing us, got a bit jealous.  She doesn't even know me, and I barely know her.  She never treated me poorly.

  In-person, I treat people well, especially when I had emotions. I'm quite polite.  I had to show you some things with a few people. Sorry, guys.  It's okay for you to do everything to me though and actually cause me harm like Putin did when he made me a target or being edited or when they tried to make me a pedohpile.  Heaven forbid I react or deal with issues in my own life without you interfering.  Marilyn Manson, you're a bit older than me.  We have to catch up. You're destroying youths.  You weren't/aren't an angel either. We learn life's lessons. It's a bit difficult now numbed. What did I ever do to you, Putin?  Try to survive... Marilyn Manson, you?  I will react, and it will be blamed on me solely. 

Back to them...

 Suck his dick for immorality, but of course, you know your place and would never ask for it. Burning liar.  I want it, but they will just use it to make me do stupid things faster, so I'll make fun of them.   Enjoy your afterlife, Christian, have faith.  It will be soon, Lisa Gerrard and IC3PEAK. You will bow to me in time.  I'm your failure.  +rolls eyes+ Heaven forbid I read about electrons instead of this.  Couldn't leave me alone.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cKEy0BFfQw Just throw it at them, money, money, money. Take it all. Boring and pointless. All we know are tiger eyes for their pleasure.  Enjoy desperate people flung at you. You made them that way and are somehow surprised. There's more to life than that and ritual sacrifice.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6mRiAoHo6c I'm not scared. I'm pissed and will do this until I die.


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