Namedropping--an old trick, a strange awareness

I know I don't have the same awareness as others. I deal with things differently.

Often times, like when I was in "I Want to Believe," I have a casual way of calling people out, and it gets me into trouble. I know Madonna didn't do it to me, but she's the face, the one who advocates it. She, I kid you not, called me out in Work Bitch. It's fair for her to do that.

Also, I don't remember a lot of what I encounter in the right way. It's all in bits and pieces, and I'm in the present, dumbstruck.

I'm vague, too. To me, ideas aren't named concepts but "him/her, that, it is." My reality is like walking in a mist.

People like messing with me, like Putin did.